Out of High Heels And Perfection.

Fire.

2010-06-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,

After having a fairly "GREAT" day, i've decided to blog. And yes, this is Toadly out of boredom since no one wants to reply me on msn. I mean seriously guys, why is everyone ignoring me on msn nowdays? Pscch. Oh yea, about my day! Read on..

Yesterday night, committeememberA wanted to quit cause apparently she can never stay back and does nothing and doesnt want me to favourite her. But after a lot of persuasion, she decided to stay. I was awesomized! Then had a great night sleep till committeememberB texted me at 5.45am saying that she cant stay back for meeting and is quitting. I was at the verge of breaking down and texted my co chairperson but end up failling asleep and waking up late for school. Well, i believe in karma and if she leaves, im not losing anything, she is. The fact that she lost my trust and the other members AND also she lost her 20% off for prom ticks is plain bad karma. But its okay, i can still manage and live. So school was school, it was the last day of exams, well for me. And i was excited. Excited for prom meeting, for holidays, for everything! Despite the fact that i was lacking a few of my committee members during meeting, it was great. We came up with lots of stuffs! Then had lunch with ze awesome NatSin at Strawberry fields. Then went back to carmenlky's house to do more prom stuff! Wow, prom fever! HAHA well, nothing much i guess. The fact that soooo many ideas for prom are coming into my brainz is making me super excited! Like super duper sexy ;) And and mummy wants to go to singapore next weekend. Sexxxxy la! HEHE. So anyways, i dont want to talk more cause i want to communicate with real people not some stupid page. =.=

PS ; no offence to committeememberA&B but i still care for you guys. :)

loveeee,

you're shining star.

LOL jk.

im human.

Kickstart!!

2010-05-09T11:20:00.003+08:00

proudly presents...

KICKSTART! In conjunction with the FIFA WORLD CUP 2010

Let me teach you how you play it:)
This are the list of countries to choose from. You choose one country from group A
and another from group B, and well you guess who will win following your instincts. :D
Boys usually have no sense of any instincts then I guess they`l just have to to research:D

See the little boxes, yeah you fill them in according to your ranks. The
most number of correct ranks WINS. Oh the prizes are lovely. They`re worth thousands

Now now, Dont get carried away playing with your ranks, REMEMBER to fill in your

DETAILS. And make sure you have your Assuntarian Liaison Officer. Without it,

Your paper will be disqualified and you won`t get to participate. Your liaison Officer is

also responsible to pass you your prize incase you win. So CHOOSE SOMEONE

TRUSTWORTHY.

Wait there`s more, make sure she signs it and fills in her contact number as well.

REMEMBER make sure there is a signature.

So once you`ve done with all that, sit down grab a cup of coffee and think

real hard on why you contributed to this I.U day, because this slogan might

just win you the grandprize ;)

And also remember to pass the sheet back to your liaison officer BEFORE THE 9TH OF JUNE.

After the 9th of june, your sheet will be automatically disqualified.ICSMKA WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE if any of the forms are misplaced, lost in the mail and other unforseen circumstances.

If you can`t pass it back to your liaison officer or you don`t know who your liaison officer is, you can mail it back to: Assunta Secondary School, Jalan Changgai, 46000 Petaling Jaya

Kickstart tickets are already OUT! Contact me, Interactor Navina for your kickstart ticket and stand a chance to win THE BEAUTIFUL IPHONE 3GS and holiday packages. Drop me and email at amani_dairy@hotmail.com if you want it.

Not only that, ONE KICKSTART SHEET= 1 FREE TICKET TO ICSMKA`S IU DAY.

AND PLUS YOU GET TWO GUESSES. ONE`S AT THE FRONT AND THE OTHER AT THE BACK:D

THATS A GOOD DEAL OKAY!

For more info, please visit..

http://aseansgreatstart2010.wordpress.com/

*copied from billiondollarwink.blogspot. Thanks nana! :)

Love,

Amani xx

It's going to be something.

2010-03-15T11:16:00.002+08:00

This morning, i woke up at 8am and saw Qistina stonning in front of the tv. Eversince, i couldnt sleep. No, i did not texted boy cause i didnt want to wake him up. Oh, and i'm having gastric now, great i tell you. And you might be wondering why am i so free to blog. It's cause i had enough of youtube and msn is being a prick.

I've got maggi, mushroom, meetballs and potato but no cheese. :( Dont know what to cook for now. Geez. I'll figure it out soon. Hopefully.

Oh, to all ex form 5's, congrats with the SPM results. You guys did great. :) And now, they all start to talk about college. I remember when the prefects put up the names of the students that got straight A's, i was like Shiz, our names will either be there or not at all. So i can feel the pressure building up as SPM is coming closer. Arent you scared already? And so, after SPM, college starts. I've already start thinking about where to go and what to do. And more pressure for me. So i've decided, fashion design. You may think that i might not be fashion material, but i've always wanted to do it. I wanted to be a lawyer, a businesswoman, all I knew i could never see myself doing. I seriously can see myself doing fashion, even if you cant. So then, i talked to my 'rents about a month ago about it. They were suprisingly pleased by my decision. Mummy asked me to go to LKW. Daddy wants to send me to some ulu place, take note, he wasnt serious. And i've decided, either Lim Kok Wing, PJCAD or or Raffles Int. KL. Raffles is my main choice, great education, great facilities. But sadly, it's in freaking KUALA LUMPUR!! I'm never a KL person, always have been a PJ person, always will be also =.= But you know, i can also find another college with fashion design. Hard though, i've always thought it would be easy cause i thought there are a lot of colleges that offer that course. I was definately wrong. Stupid. But it's okay. I still have about 10 months more to think about it. Got so many edufairs to check out. So no rush, SPM FOR THE WIN, first. LOL.

All these talk about college and after school, i will most definately miss all these darlings. But we promised to have the occasional shopping trip to bangsar. ;) which i told ellie, i dont mind driving with her. Somehow, we all will get together, not to worry. But SHIZ! If im the only asshole in KL, i'll die. Everyone is back in PJ. =.=

Oh, hope i dont forget my wednesday date with carmen and ellie to bangsar. Need to find a purple dress for ICC, registration, thats why. But hey! Purple is an awesome colour :D

Want to go cook something for myself now. Ciao.

love,

amanirockstar.

ps ; chiu, no matter where you go, i'll stand by you :)

omgwtfnonono

2010-01-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

dear humans,

tomorrow, or maybe considered today, is my last first day of school. how cool is that? :D and the reason why im blogging at 12.25am is because i am kinda excited to go back to school to meet my dear friends, not to see some fcked up bitches. well, anyways, if i dont blog again in 3 weeks time, meaning i am too busy with homeworks or im just dead okay. :)

im lazy to blog. i shall continue IMing. :)

goodnight fellow caramel puffs. :D

love,

AmaniM

muah

Ps ; be a good boy :)

you dont want to miss out.

2010-01-02T02:56:00.002+08:00

dear readers,

it is currently 2.57am on the 2nd of january 2010 and damn i have got nothing better to do. :/

i cant study add math cause god, i just cant! and i have no one to text cause i think someone slept while reading his story book. tsk tsk bii. and facebook is suddenly boring tonight, god knows why. and natsin is not online tonight, like wtg? oh well, i think i'll just watch old series or roll on my bed. which btw, talking about series, OMG THEY'RE SHOWING GLEE ON STARWOLRD ON THE 20TH JANUARY! amir, you have officially wasted your life downloading them. oh wells. :) i'll blog a little later.

goodnight sweetie puffs. :)

love,

AmaniM

muah

Ps ; you are so damn cuute! ^.^v

because im happy :)

2010-01-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY READERS!

first thing i did when i hit 12 is woke up, texted baby, went online and prayed. Yes, god hasnt heard me for so long. and i hope its going to be a great year. :)

love,

AmaniM

muah.

Ps ; i smiled when you said lets have a great year together. ily (:

THE list.

2009-12-30T02:01:00.003+08:00

listening Dont Stop Believing.

Chatting with no one since babychiu went off. RAWR.

In the mood for my Caramel Waffles. :p

So the time of the year has arrived, where i will list down my 2010 resolutions. Crap, i would honestly tell you that my 2009 resolutions were not achieved. I suck thats why :) So here goes..

Amani's Annual Resolutions List (2010)

1. Above all, studies are the most important. Trust me, it is. :) i mean i know i'll be busy with Interact and friends and baby but i need to have at least 4 hours of study per day. I have already started with an hour. :)

2. After studying a lot, i would like to get good grades and not be a loser in class. I mean people get sad and emo when they fail but i was like immuned to it, i shouldnt be. I will work hard to get at least B's for all the science subjects and add math and sejarah.

3. Stop skipping school just cause "i dont feel like it" and lessen the sleeping in Physics class. Its totally impossible if i say i'll stop sleeping in Physics class but i'll try to lessen it.

4. Always finish up add math, chem, bio homework. Oh and math and sejarah. Screw physics, im not worried for english and bm cause i do them. Lol oh and agama.

5. Finish up PEKAs, FAST!

6. Go in early for tuition and not hang around at the mamak or mcds. :P

7. Focus when MrGhana is teaching, i know he can be boring sometimes and a little fast, BUT FOCUS! He is actually a great add math teacher compared to Aziah. Lol

8. Do more charity stuff ; INTERACT CLUB! :D I think interact is the highlight of my highschool. :) Dont you guys think so too? All the fun times are during interact events. :)

9. Learn something new! Was thinking of guitar but Tan Tan like dont want to teach only. :( Oh and i want to learn how to cook more food! I can only cook spaghetti and fried rice and maggi and cheeeesey sandwiches.

10. Get closer to family and actually trust them all the time, they know whats best for me. :)

11. Love my baby more, trust him more. Stop arguing or fighting with him, he always supports me and forgives me for everything that i do, so STOP FIGHTING! Sayang him more and support him no matter what. :)

11. Try to achieve all of the above! :D

So thats about it for my resolutions. Hope i will do all those. :D

Oh and lets talk about 2009.

Lesson Learned (2009)

1. Always think before I act. As i recall, baby mentioned it a few times that i like to follow my heart. I think thats why i make stupid decisions. I need to start thinking, i shouldnt always put people's feelings first, i should think about the consequences of my actions. And think about myself before others as i always put people before me.

2. Dont trust people so easily. I can trust people but know my limits and know whats right and whats wrong. Dont trust people too much and let them hurt me again.

3. I was so stupid for always being the middle person. I wont mention any names or any issues but it sucks to be in that position when you cant choose a side. Its either the side that you should be at no matter what or the side that you think is right. Confused much?

4. Dont be careless. Always be caution of my surrounding no matter what. Cause anything and everything can happen when i let my guard down. Dont be too vulnerable.

5. Be responsible for all my acts. Dont blame people or dont avoid the issue. Makes everything worse and more complicated.

6. Always trust my family. If im in trouble or anything, first few people to call are my family members. I know baby should be thinking that i should call him first, but if i am in a big trouble i have to call them first. I know you'll understand.

7. Always have fun! Screw all those emo feelings. When im down, i should get back up and feel happy. Live by the moment, dont waste it just cause you lost something or you cant have something. Its ridiculously stupid.

8. There's a lot of love to share. I dont mean i should cheat. But i mean i can share my love to Carmen and Bernie and Adibah and Nicholas and NatSin and Prashant and everyone, i just need to know the person i love the most is Chiubaby. haha i know you will be like wth but let me love other people too la! You know how much i wont cheat on you kan bii? :)

9. Dont always finish up all the moooolah! Its important to save the money. Dont always spend spend spend. Save them cause i might need it one day, just in case.

10. Dont be lazy all the time. See, when im lazy, i dont get good grades, i get fatter and i get eyebags! (Y) LOL

Wow, thats a lot. And im suuuper tired. Its like currently 3 am and i suddenly feel sleepy. I shall call someone for awhile then sleep. :)

Goodnight my dear stalkers. ;)

love,

AmaniM.

muah.

Ps ; bii, i know you miss me but hold on for me kay big boy? :)

hoe hoe hoe ;)

2009-12-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

i would like to wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS! i loveeee you guys so damn much. have a great day cause i'll have fun in singapore! which btw, baby, i know you miss me but be a good boy kay. i love youuu all. (:

Ps ; sorry for leaving again. iloveyouboy. (:

love,

AmaniM

muah.

bulls eye.

2009-12-24T03:33:00.002+08:00

OMG i said BRB yesterday and never came back. im like such a ditcher! anywho's my back is aching like crap. rawr.

tonight no more supper! im like freaking full from earlier. and omg, im going to buy i think a pair or two uniforms tmrw since last year's tore. and i put on weight! I BET I HAVE TO LIKE BUY A BIGGER SIZE! shucks! :( which reminds me... im like supposed to tell about my trip. lol

IM GOING TO SPEND CHRISTMAS IN SINGAPOREEE! yes, i know you'll miss me, especially chiubaby! anyways, going on the 25th morning, like freaking early in the morning. and will be going with Mummy, Amir, Qis, my 3 famous aunts and my 3 little naughty cousies! this is going to suck! =.= i want to freaking shop okay! and the kids will be like tailling me. rawr. but nevermind, i still will sayang them even if i get super annoyed. oh and i'll be going to the parade and the night safari. the one thing mummy is looking foward to besides shopping and food is THE BLOODY SAUNA AT THE HOTEL! what the crap =.= so yeah. im so sorry im going to be gone baby. but you be a good boy kay? (:

OH OH! and btw,

to PRASHANT aka PLAAAAASAN,

good luck later kay? i mean its just PMR =.=

i screwed it anyways. lol but that doesnt mean i think you screwed it, i really think you did very good! remember when i forced you to learn your sejarah at 3am? (: so if you do get an A for sejarah, remember me kay? oh oh, which btw, i think you'll get straight A's anyways, cause youre a smart boy! so even if you dont get straight A's there's still SPM and trust me, when you get to form 4, you wouldnt even care about your PMR cause it doesnt matter at all anymore. so yeah, best wishes for later kay. anything, just ring me up! and no matter what, im still so proud of you kiddo. i love my bestie! :)

oh and next,

to CHIUCHIUCHWAIN,

baby, when im gone, can you pleeeease be a good boy. dont go out too late kay. and dont smoke too much cause you know how much i hate it when you smoke right? and dont just stonned at home. go out! with aliff or cw or nicholas or weeliam. okay? and dont do anything that will hurt yourself or get yourself into trouble cause i dont want anything to happen to you. and omg, dont eat so so soooo much la. but i still need you to eat okay! i will eat too, dont worry about me. (: and just cause im not around, dont start playing online games with weeliam nicholas they all just cause they do, cause when i come back i want you to have a life! lol and remember to read the pendragon and add math cause you need to teach me when im back. haha. and what else.. remember not to watch sherlock holmes okay! OH and btw, dont always raid my account, you can but dont do stupid stuff kay? and im just going for 3 days, i shouldnt be so damn paranoid. HAHA i love you baby pig! (:

since my back is aching like crap, i want to go watch tv or rolllll on the bed,

so byebye!

love,

AmaniM

muah

ps ; bii, iloveyou. (:

LIKE OMG!

2009-12-23T02:10:00.002+08:00

LIKE OMG! hi people.

im like soooo sorry cause i have like abandoned my baby blog!

anyways. Holidays are coming to an end and school is starting in less than 2 weeks like ZOMG much? errgh! and i get to see babyboy less and less. :( cause i'll be busy with school and tuitions and homework. which reminds me, he asked me to like study from now on cause he dont want me to regret, like shits! HE EVEN GAVE ME HIS REVISION BOOKS! add math, math and and chem =.= thank you so much boy! and like i even got people to send me to school since my DRIVER QUIT! :( yes people, my driver quit! which means if you guys want to go to mid after school, dont ask me for a driver. which btw, my lovely people that agreed to picking me up after school is nicholas tan tan and nimmyrod and aliffbabi! HAHA they are such awesome people but i like have to do something in return. maybe lunch? which im actually waiting for babyboy to get his license so that he can pick me up and i dont have to ask these people to do sooo! anywho's. its currently 2.18am AND BRB! i want to go eat my delicious MAGGI HOTCUP CURRY FLAVOUR because i can (:

i have got a secret.

2009-11-30T03:02:00.002+08:00

hey loves,

nothing much to blog just to tell that i have a new sexy phone. i've got a secret. got that right, an LG Secret. (: hate me though i know its not wayyy better than the N95, just as nice.

well, other than that,

i have to/neeeed to/must apologise to a great friend of mine, plasan. i know this is like more than a week late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY! :D

you've been awesome and i hope you will cherish this year. and this almostayear knowing you, we've been through a lot together and i really appriciate the fact that you have always been there for me. from now on, just know that i will always be there for you no matter what shit ass you got yourself into. thanks for everything. and love love! :D

will, blog a little later.

need to sleep so i can go out tmrw! rararaaa.

byebye

love love.

Ps; bii, i miss you la.

love,

amani.

and i want you to know.

2009-11-19T05:04:00.003+08:00

".... stupid of me, i'm inlove with my bestfriend."

1^ well, currently standing at 5.08am,

2^ im still 75% awake and just got off the phone with a long lost friend, lol.

3^ i think im not grounded anymore since i went to mid and mummy didnt scold me, KUDOS!

4^ my phone dropped like twice earlier and now, whenever anyone calls me, they cant hear shits. i think im either going to take mummy's iphone or the storm. rawrr.

5^ PLEASE REMIND ME TO DELETE THE MESSAGES FROM THE PHONE IF I DONT CHANGE MY PHONE, OR ELSE....

6^ omg, i was stonning at midval for like almost 3 hours alone while everyone's watching Inglorious Basterds.

7^ nicole bought her prom dress, which i btw am not sure if i am going cause CHIUbitch dont want to confirm with me properly. BOO YOU BII. :(

8^ bii, if youre reading this, i know i'll have elmo during prom and will be a little bloated but i reeeeally reeeeally want to see you in a suit. very tres SEXXY!

9^ so what if im a day late? if already wished you SPMers good luck anyways (:

10^ i have got new pictures, im just lazy to upload it to the comp.

11^ im going to bed now and try to sleep.

12^ goodnight.

13^ sweet dreams.

14^ iloveyou, imissyoubii.

15^ *smacksbii'shead* muah (:

love,

amanihaha

PS ; i hope the time youre reading this is after your spm, if its during your spm, call me ayte. i've got something to tell you.

PSS ; i just love leaving you extra messages to read boy. ;)

"You have never failed to make me happy."

out of glee and gossip girl

2009-11-14T00:50:00.004+08:00

hello dear blog stalkers,

i know i have ditched my blog for almost 2 months, im reeeally sorry. well, first off, DONT DIE ON ME! KEEP COMING! I'LL BLOG MORE, I PROMISE! :(

and second, did you know that im grounded? lol yes, amani, grounded. fun yeah. will post up when im not grounded anymore, cause im like so excited to go out and im sick of this house. =.=

well, i have got a lot to update! and i'll try to not say a lot and put more pictures. ;)

last week,

saturday,

7th november,

woke up and waited for natsin to pick me up and go to SFX for bernie's sister's wedding. as a first timer to christian weddings, IM DAMN JAKUNED! haha. overall it was great. love the altar, it was so pretty! and later after the ceremony, took lots of pictures, even with the bride and groom! and took pictures at the garden. then, when to midval to watch a movie, Time Traveller's Wife. sad shits, cried obviously. and nicole, as always, kept asking whats going on. LOL potong my steam to cry, i swear! then went to OU for trisher's birthday party. met a number of sri amanians i never knew. lol and went home.

today,

wake up and went to carmen's house. stonned awhile, went to school to eat. kena halau-ed by *bitchhongbitch* cause we were wearing interact tshirt and tracksuit and outside shoes =.= then went back to school to help out, then party started! the games are so fun! :D i still remember, happy family and catandmouse! HAHA laughed throughout the whole event. and went to carmen's to play with my set of bubbles, sexy. quoted by nicole "you really are having fun huh?" =.= i love bubbles! the most kiddy thing i love! and aliff picked me up, suprised me by bringing me to 14 to meet boy. i mean i was suprised cause i thought dinner was cancelled and i havent seen him in almost a week, yes, i missed him. saw him and made my day. though he was talking about spm nonstop, i was glad that he was actually studying and scared. lol :)

*no pictures for today's event yet, waiting for carmen. though you can go to her blog for more pictures. :) *

anyways, will try to update soon, promise. (:

love,

amani.

PS ; yay! you still stalk my blog, i thought you gave up. :D

PSS ; biitch, stop coming online, go study. iloveyoukay. :)

i would totally say yes.

2009-09-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

i'll just make it short.

this raya holiday was terrrrrible. =/

first day,

woke up pretty late i guess, 10+, got ready and went to visit my grandma's grave. the cemetery was full with people, i mean not the dead ones. so, i couldnt go in and pray a lil for my grandma cause i was having my elmo. then as mum arrived with dad and amir, one van came. just as i realised that someone passed away the night before raya. RIP. and as stupid and disrespectful as it sound, qis and i were giggling at the cemetery. we were even doing the YMCA! LOL then heads up to Suria to meet up with all the aunties. not long after, we went to my uncle's house in shah alam. as i was the first to arrive with my sis, we had to wait for another 30 mins for the whole Suria clan to move their asses. little did i know, the were posing infront of the house. so, ate a lil lemang with rendang, played tai ti with my uncle again and the catch this time is, if you lose, you have to eat lemang. i was gladly to lose but i lost once only. =.= so then, after shah alam's house, the whole zahri family went to my other uncle's house which was in sunway, including my grandaunts. but i didnt, i went back home with aliff and qis cause they so called have to prior engangements to do. as we reached home, open the gate, we realised WE HAD NO KEYS! classic la. stupid. we were stonning for awhile and decided to go to SS2 to get bubble tea! then to kfc for fooods. around 6+, they came home and we were rushing to get ready the food as the same people i've been seeing the whole day will come to our house. so yeah, im too lazy to elaborate.

second day,

went back to teluk intan. haha i was telling boy that im going back to our hometown. its such a coincidence that our rents are from teluk intan. then i was telling my mum that a friend of mine's mother is from teluk intan. and she was like "oh what school is she from? methodist or convent?" showing off her convent-ness. haha then went to visit my ancestor's graves. didnt know infront of the muslim cemetery is the chinesse one. lol i was wondering where are the indians. o.o then went to some rojak and mee shop which my mum brings us there every year, just that this time we dont have our grandma. then was walking around town, and went to OTWC cause we wanted to eat somemore. then took off back to KL. reached KL, mum suddenly felt like cupcakes and cuppa. so we went to curve, ridiculously ate cupcake from cupcake chic at gloria jeans. the dude gave us discounts! haha. left around 8 plus and slept at home. which btw, amir's friend *coughmummy'sfuturedaugtherinlawcough* came and gave us 1 1/2 roasted chicken and pudding. funny ass shit!

and third day,

i died! was soo tired.

and forth day,

i died of boredom.

and fifth day,

i died of sadness.

and sixth day,

was supposed to go out with boy and tan tan but found out amir is having his open house on that day, so had to help out. geeeez. which btw, the foods turned out great! :D

so, pictures time. :)

dont you just love those sexy wayfarers? lol

im so going to ask dad to buy raybans wayfarers wei. =.=

oh btw, those are just from the iphone, wait for the sonys. :)

love,

amani.

ps ; WHY YOU NEVER STALK MY BLOG ANYMORE?! ;(

pps ; bii, imy. ;((

baby ava, baby ida. :)

2009-09-16T03:46:00.007+08:00

hello there. :)

this time, im not going to update much. well, havent been doing much. just to say a little short notes,

satuday,

went to the salon to do my monthly hair treatment and here comes this new chick thinking that i wanted to trim my hair. was fine by the fact that thomas did it, or i'd be furious. i was devasted by the fact that he touched the fringe, THE fringe. and on monday, almost everyone thought i had bangs. does this looks like freaking bangs to you? dont freaking think so. and oh btw, be gone by the "amani got banged" moment, so overrated. and after i got my hair done, rushed for the annual IBM dinner at hilton. same group, grown up little kids. and one of the boy, i cant recall his name, im inlove with him! sexy curls, cute dimples and tdf cuteness! am so going to marry him! :D

sunday,

was late for add math tuition, teacher was late too so no big diff. then saw lilboy. (: and wasted my life in physics class. i swear my physics teacher is currently my fav teacher. such an awesome block. but he cant stop calling me marzuki. and im like 'cher, my dad is marzuki, im Amani.

monday,

ohhh monday. school school was normal. after school, went to kopi o with bern and carmen. around 4, went to pick up someone in sungai buloh and was late to tuition. urgh, physics again. the teacher mistaken 'cher with jerr. =.= then went to drink with lilboy and waited for aliff to pick me up.

tuesday,

oh i didnt go to school due to some girly stuff, elmo killed me! and waited for the furniture dudes to come, yes, furniture. mum bought an ugly set of sofa. it was amir's decision btw. come to my house and see how ugly it is! :P pretty much nothing.

told you i have nothing else to say. :P

imsuddenlysodissapointedinyouboy.

idontwanttoloseyouthatway.

youremypresentandmyfuture.

nomatterhowhopelessyouareyoustillaremyboy.

dontleavemedontletgoofme.

iwanttoloveyoufortherestofmylife.

till then,

goodbye.

love,

amani.

oh btw, yes, i am waiting for my gg season 3 episode 1 to finish downloading. :P

that youre fckn with the best.

2009-09-09T20:54:00.002+08:00

im sorry for abandoning le blog. i have been pretty busy. :)

well, monday i went out with my lilboy and weewee and nicholas. ( i should find a name for nicholas, papa maybe? :P ) so anyways, went to ou. stonned for awhile and was looking for places that sell cards, as in tai ti cards. cause we wanted to play tai ti. then nicholas came with cards. god bless him. haha then watched final destination 4. which was pretty much sick. and yes, i wouldnt mind competing it with SAW. both very bloody. i like. :D then after the movie, they wanted to eat so being an awesome friend, i teman them and stonned. oh and played tai ti. :D nicholas got jealous of mine and lilboy's "power of love" cause we always win. :D then the rest is thus, history. (:

tuesday, nothing much. lets skip it ayte?

and today,

090909, wednesday.

as it turned 12, i realised i have finally turned 16 and heck i got spammed! i love everyone for spamming my phone, my msn, my facebook. lol you guys are the best! then tried calling SOMEONE but that SOMEONE was sleeping. i hope you feel guilty now. lol then i slept around 2 i think. woke up, went to school and yeah. during free period aka sivik period, suddenly isabelle was like "listen up everybody, today is amani's birthday. so lets sing her the happy birthday song." i was damn stunned cause when she said that, i was playing tai ti and everyone is now looking at me. i faced to the wall and kept laughing nonstop. so yeah, through out the whole day everyone was wishing me. thank you so much. then when i was waiting for my driver, beverly asked me to wait for her mum. so i waited. then when she came, darren was like "come take your birthday present" i thought it was oliver! HAHAH so i went to her car and she gave me a box of cupcakes. it was so sudden cause last night i updated my facebook saying "amani wants cupcakes for her birthday but she knows she wont get it" and suddenly aunty elaine got me 4. i was shocked! i mean it was cuppacakes and they only have a shop in damansara. she had to go to damansara and come back to PJ to give it to me and pick them up. she is so awesome! i really appriciate it! then i sent bernie and all to state and i went back home to sleep. :) and suddenly far and husaini called me. i was in the state of shock but thanks. :D then a few ppl called. haha these ppl are too free then. :)

so yeah, i would like to thank everyone for your birthday wishes. you guys made my day. you guys made me smile wide. :)

till then,

PS ; biiimissyou. :(

love,

amani.

OH AND BTW, THANKS FOR ALL THE BLOG SPOT! THANKS TO CARMEN, NOELLE, NANA, NAT AND PRASHANT! THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH! :D

you're like a broken record.

2009-08-28T03:31:00.004+08:00

so once again, its almost the end of the hols and here i am, updating. (:

i know you've been coming around and waiting till i update, and i am deeply sorry that you had to wait.

first up,

Sunday, 23rd August 2009,

did i mentioned at the earlier post that i was woken up by Carmen? well yeah, she asked me out to buka puasa at midval. so dragged my fat ass up, was watching tivo till mother asked me to follow her to the tailor. note; baju raya time. (: this year, currently 3 sets of baju raya and still counting. then told Carmen that i would take a little too long, so yeah. rushed back home, changed and waited for her. picked me up around 5 something. reached midval, was walking around from MPH to Boarders just cause we had to wait for her friend. so around 6.50pm, Carmen found out Beverly was in midval with the mum and Darren. so went to look for them in Toys 'r us. then her friend arrived, we headed up to find a place to eat, choosed sushi king. and i honestly cant remember what happened after that. i just remembered she sending me back. =.= wow amani. went online, wished her happy birthday and ate supper. after that went to bed. (:

Monday, 24th August 2009,

i swear it was supposed to be a hectic day. was supposed to go to tuition, then bangsar alone to get Carmen's present, then to midval to meet up with her, then back to tuition. but do know, now, that NONE OF IT HAPPENED. woke up late, did not get to go to morning tuition and the best part is, no transport to go to bangsar and midval. fml moment much? but thank god i got to go to the evening tuition. best is yet to come,

mother ( supposed to pick me up since she told me she was picking me up ) did not picked up the phone. called her a million times and still, no answer.

tuition finished at 6.50pm, called her nonstop till 7.10pm. got fed up and called me dad.

you know what he said to me?

"oh, mommy told me you were eating out with your friends and she's sleeping now. sorry we forgotten about you."

as my normal reaction to my dad's naiveness, i screamed like mad. and yes, i was at tuition and everyone was looking at me. waited till daddy came.

best thing was we reached home exactly at 7.25pm, buka puasa was at 7.25pm. (: lucky him.

and little did i know, i was going to buka puasa with only mother and daddy. =.= if i knew earlier, i would eat outside with bigboy. =.=

nothing much after that, same routine. came online, took a nap, supper and sleep. (:

Tuesday, 25th August 2009,

woke up around 11.30am i think by bigboy. got ready and picked Carmen up. went to pyramid and straight to Bubbagump just to find out that wymann was the only one there with caridee's friend. waited for caridee, siewwei and siewling. oh and btw, though we were at Bubbagump, Amani was an angel to not eat and resist temptation. yes, i have mastered the art of resisting temptation. (: so then, there was a suprise cake and singing. so cute. after that watched I Love You, Beth Cooper. parental warning, advisable if you understand dirty jokes. i mean seriously, through out the whole movie, no one laughed much except me and wymann. LOL it was funny kay and yes, Hayden's body was to die for. effing hot, forever. (: and after that, walked around and shh, everything's history. (:

Wednesday, 26th August 2009,

i think i got a text from Natasha saying that she's outside. so open the door and asked her to wait while i shower and get ready. it took quite some time. (: she failed to braid my hair! :( lol so then, rushed to Jalan Telawi to meet up with Choo, Carmen and Natloo. they have already started shopping without us. =.= so then walked walked, shop. they decided to eat koreans, i then decided to do my brows, alone. wrong decision Amani, should have went with someone else. i mean you guys know i've been wanting to do threading for a long time right, just no time. =/ so then, when she did my right brow, i already started crying. she laughed and said "first timer is it?" =.= durh? continued crying and when she was done, it looked just nice and my eyes were.. red. then went to meet them at koreans and continued shopping. Christine got a pair of studded heels that are to die for! and this classic white dress, everyone was persuading her to get it. :P so then Natloo and Carmen left, Choo, Nat and I went shopping for my stuffs. bought 2 pairs of earings, a belt and a dress. i swear i wanted to smack both of them. i mean do you guys see me wearing dresses? no, right? well, i do have a few but i just dont wear them. it was either the dress or the heels. and in the end, bought the dress. do know that its a little too short and revealing, so, stop mocking or bitching about me kay? thank you. (: but it was beautiful. promised Choo that i would wear in on my birthday dinner with *coughyouguyscough* (: so then went back home just to find out that the net aint working, how perfect. and the rest is history. (:

Thursday, 27th August 2009,

here's the deal, i was supposed to wake up at 7.30am to go to Puan Sri's class and chem tuition at 12. and like usual, didnt get to go to tuition. i woke up at 11.50am and rushed to chem tuition, which i was late for 10 mins. went back home at 2.30pm and slept. woke up around 4.45pm and rushed again back to tuition for add math. Gana came in late, so tuition started quite late and ended at 7.15pm. called bigboy right away then went to the mamak to buka puasa. he is so awesome to ditch his friends for me, i mean its mean la but yeah. dont do tha too much kay? lol after eating, rushed back to chem class. i know, hectic day. came back homeat 10pm and came striaght to the computer. (: yay. and its now 4.16am, someone did not reply me and since i have ate my supper, i am going to sleep now cause tomorrow is going to be another hectic day. (;

PS; no pictures for now, im so sorry but i'll come back again soon to update pictures. (:

PPS; stop stalking me la whore. you damn bitch to me nowdays, cause you just are a bitch to me, kay?

bye lover.

love,

amani

muah.

"It's not stalking if you love the person." - iloveyou, Beth Cooper.

imperfection to the fullest, love.

2009-08-23T14:42:00.003+08:00

so i've noticed HOW FCKN DEAD MY BLOG IS.

but i still do check my cbox, so please do come and visit just to paster me to keep blogging, thank you. (:

yesterday, not much happened as i woke up at 5pm. teehee. so then was helping mother cook for break fast (btw, for some smartie pants, it is BREAK-FAST, not bloody BREAKFAST. -.- break fast as in BUKA PUASA. i hope lilboy doesnt see this, he'll kill me -.-) then we had a sudden decision to buka puasa at shah alam, grandma's house. so everyone went first except qis and i. she was so lazy to go, we ended up going 30 mins later. -.- arrived there, lala cant stop smilling at me. idk why but she is tres the kiutest baby! so while i was eating, mother, father and the brothers left back to PJ. so i was stuck again with qis. then we waited for my aunt cause she wanted to make homemade mushroom soup. and little did i know, she did not have much ingredients. -.- so went grocceries shopping. and 3 of the kiddies tagged along. note to self, NEVER GO OUT WITH THE KIDDIES, EFFIN STUPID. cause i hate my lil cousies, aiman and fatihah. they are the most vulgar 3 year old and 4 year old. i felt like slapping them. -.- but aiman was the worst then. lala was just so quiet till everyone found out she was actually sleeping. teehee. then bought our stuffs, bought bubble tea as well, went back to shah alam's house to cook. i thus know how to cook an awesome home made mushroom soup. after all my 3 attempts on making a home made one failed, finally worked! thank god. -.- went back around 12, reached home and mother just woke up and started nagging. i mean chill mother, it was your sister taking a lot of our time. :P

and today, slept at 5 plus cause i had to eat supper and mother cooked spaghetti soup. bad choice ma. -_- and then i slept till 12. was woken up lilboy's and cramello's messages. how sweet of them. (: to. disturb. my. beauty sleep. (: later on i slept back. and my phone rang again. woken up by carmen's and lilboy's messages, again. thank you. -__- and got fed up of keep waking up, so here i am blog hopping and blogging. so dont complain losers. (:

oh btw,

birthday wishes time. (:

first up,

23rd August,

MY LOHAWKIEEEE!

happy sweetie 16 babe!

i've grew closer to her through random hyperness and non

stop laughing.

though i havent seen her since december hols, i still love love love her!!

i miss you so much lohawk!

hope you are having an awesome day!

may god bless you

and and lohawk loves youuuu! :D

and then,

24th August,

CARMEN LEEEEE-HEHE! ;P

happy 16th birthday baby!

you have been the best girlfriend i ever had, no seriously.

the only girlfriend that would let me get a boyfriend and talk about it. :P

you have been one of my besties that has always been there for me.

remember during form 1, we went ice skating? FUNNY SHITS.

and all the shopping moments in bangsar and me tying your shoe laces and cutting your food, im such an awesome motherly girlfriend. :D

so anyways, happy advanced birthday baby!

hope you will have an awesome one tmrw. and may god bless you sexinessss.

and may you get hotter than you already are. HAHA

loser. -.-

love,

amani.

muah

my heart is standing strong.

2009-08-12T19:34:00.002+08:00

i havent been to school for like 2 days and i missed a lot. and gained a lot!

missed;
- a lot of dramas.
- someone cried in class.
- someone got preggres.
- someone passed away. RIP.

gained;
- flu, headache and a slight fever.
- new wires for braces.
- two jabs at my lower jaw causing numbness for one whole day.
- something important. (:

so i've been stonning and sleeping for two days. how much i would miss it when i go back to school. but its okay, i dont want to waste my life here. i rather finish high school faster and die. lol

and oh,
this is a shout out to a dear friend.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ESHTON THOMAS!
youre getting older now, so get your license and drive me around! HAHA
hope you had a great day yeah. (:

and and,
i might know and i think someone's birthday is coming up. someone i tell a lot of my secrets to. i wonder who is tall and skinny. :D

and,
another person is getting older. makes me feel awesome! i wa thinking of a semi small birthday party at night. *hinthint* :D

love,
amani.
:D

you x4

2009-08-09T19:40:00.005+08:00

hey you,

today, nothing much. woke up around 1 plus. at lunch and waitd till mum came back from some wedding. brought aliff to the hosp, he's been sneezing and coughing and he has fever. =/ i told him to cough at me, so that i dont have to attend school. boohoo. well, nothing much. that's all actually. im like dread bored.

so like there is this tag on facebook. the one you write 20 random facts about you.

im taking it to the next extend, 40 random facts here.

enjoy :)

1. i love travelling, i love splurging myself with heavy shopping and just pure relaxation.

2. i pretty much think i come from a family with big butts.

3. i have a unibrow. and its getting freakier by the day. =S

4. i also have a mustache. -__-

5. i shave pretty much everyweek.

6. i dont wear skirts due to fugly legs, fats too.

7. i only have 3 dresses and never even wore any before.

8. im so into Demi Lovato, despite the fact that she has the "disney label", i bet you will fall inlove with her vocals.

9. i have always loved Ms. Meester since season one, but no one ever agrees when i say she's pretty and hot. -__-

10. i love mini coops! im not really into all those sports car, i prefer all those BIG BOLD POWERFUL ones. like maybach, bentley, hummers. sexyy!

11. when i get married, my song is going to be Celine Dion's Because You Love Me. <3>

12. i think my mum is a strong independent woman! literally. (:

13. i have a thing for korean songs, girls and guys. <3

14. Agy Deyn is so hot!

15. i think qis should just block him from her head, forget about him and move on. i dont want to see you hurt yourself with that loser.

16. i never liked my sister's ex. he's full of #$%^

17. i would only invite 2 of my exes to my wedding. the eee's. :)

18. i miss having a malay boyfriend. -__-

19. i CAN ONLY eat CASHEW nuts, the rest CANNOT!

20. raybans are sexy. daddy's raybans are sexy too. :D

21. i hate my dad's 4th daughter. i dispise my dad.

22. i still love my dad no matter how effed up he is.

23. i wish i could tell a certain ex on how i felt when he broke me. but why do i want to waste my life?

24. i miss Dibs so much. ;(

25. im into scarves now, eventhough malaysia is melting me, scarves are still a rockstar thing!

26. i want a red rimmed wayfarrers and while youre at it, some aviators please.

27. The Doctor and Captain Jack Harkness are the sexxx.

28. though i have a lot of chinesse friends, like seriously, a lot, i still do not drink booze and eat pork. i still fast and pray(sometimes,rarely). ;)

29. my nails dont look good with full colours, but great with french mani pedis. :)

30. im collecting more headbands/hairbands, necklaces and big rings!

31. if i could ever follow my own dream, i would want to work under Vogue UK and go to Paris Fashion Week every year. or be a fashion designer, maybe a shoe designer. im thinking kurt geiger and manolo blahnik. ADOREEE.

32. when i have my own house, i would dedicate a big room as my walk in closet. think all white and sheep rugs.

33. i rather be single now, eventhough there are too much temptations like Mr M. -__-

34. i dont dig concerts. very not me to be moshing around. im a very classic musical girl. more proper.

35. i think ronaldo is ugly and has a big ego. lol but who am i to judge? :P

36. i secretly hate my phone. -__-

37. im a little materialistic. omg, i am. grrw.

38. i like guys that dress smart, preppy ones are sexy too. the sexiest ones are the ones in suits! =O

39. i love ice cream and japanesse food. :D

40. im sexy and im hungry now. :)

bye lovers.

muah,

amani

please dont forget about us.

2009-08-08T19:10:00.004+08:00

i had the sudden urge to blog, again. be proud of me, IM BLOGGING OKAY! :D

so today, woke up quite early, around 8.30am by Mr.M's call. didnt help at all, i swear. but then i got up and took a quick shower. once again, couldnt find my court shoes till i finally realise i left it in my mum's car. $%^&* nat picked my up and went to samad. we were like the earliest assuntarians okay. -__- mei fong, victoria all came later. it was not bad, it was great actually. not so boring. the performances was great too. but seriously, the dudes that breakdance at la salle was performing again. -__- and far was awesome with his guitar. zar played boston, which he nailed it. and that guy singing with zar was great too, missed out his name though. and the lucky draw with 2 world stage ticks were won by my cantik krystle. i didnt even know she was there. -__- and and congrats to choo hong and zar. :)

after samad's install, headed out to get a cab. i swear it was torturing hot. went to section 14 for lunch with natsin and trisher. ate at sushi king and had desserts at secret recipe. after that, nat fetched me home :)

pictures from natsin.

yeah. laugh your asses off. -__-

5 random facts of the day;

1. i secretly love my siblings. would do anything to get their asses out of trouble.
2. i hate clowns.
3. Mr.M does a lot of adorable things but he's not adorable. :P
4. i cant wait for qis to start doing the freaking vlog with me. i mean im annoyed already.
5. i hate my phone now.

love,
amani
:D

ps ; Mr. M is so not your bussiness but then, say hello to Mr M :D

that image of you.

2009-08-08T04:41:00.002+08:00

idk why but i somehow get the blogging mojo in the middle of the night. like i suddenly wake up and while i was rolling on the bed, i had the sudden urge to blog. weird much?

so today, went to school. i swear some educated ppl just tend to show their idiocity. and then after school, went to some mamak at state since nana wanted to eat. was rushing all the way, i was like gasping for air. lol then we had interact meeting. nothing much. went to amcorp since carmen wanted to eat. ate a koreans, bumped into e-jia and jin ee. pretty much thats all, after going home, i dropped dead on the bed. that was like 4pm and woke up around 9. i felt so nice sleeping until a certain someone called. :)

im like dread bored right now, so im going to watch some movies on the external. and did you know the sophie kept on breaking down? LOL pity aliff, one screwed up car you have brother. :D

and there's kiwanis thingy and samad install going on tmrw, so im going to samad. since i didnt know about kiwanis. this is another reason why i hate going on a holiday, i am outdated on a lot of social events. grrrw!.

anywho, byebye.

imnotthatbrokenheartedgirlanymore.

xo,
amani.
(:

just standing by the pavement, watching you pass by.

2009-08-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

im desperate to know if you would be fine if i am not around anymore.
i am just tired.

imreallyscaredtomakemyowndecision. istillwantit. iamjustscaredthatonedaymaybesooniwillhurtyou. andimreallyscared. imscaredthatiwilllosefeeling. orletgoeasily. evenworsehurtyoulikehowhedid. idontwantto. nomatterhowunderstandingyouareidontwanttohurtyou. ireallyloveyou. butamiinlovewithyou?

hello avid readers!

didnt go to school today, had freaking diarrhea, like omg. -__- and woke up around 1 plus. was sleepy like shits. went to accounts tuition about 2.45pm, finished at 4.30pm. stupid thing, driver came to puan sri's house with his bike and he was like "aliff took the car and he's only coming back at 6" i was like wth? worse part is, the house keys were in the car. i was pissed, i called him up, asking him to go home now since i had to go to add math after that. asked choo sent me back home. was waiting for him for 10 mins while i was on the phone. and when he arrived, he said he will send me to tuition. and i notice there was a specificannoyingex in the front seat. made my day even worse. before add math, ate at some mamak shop, was utterly hungry. today, went for double class, add math and chem. after chem tuition, ate at secret recipe with rents and daddy's friend till 11pm. we were technically shoo-ed away since it was closing. lol and now im here. :)

im not sure if i have readers, but i just appriciate you peeps that keeps coming back for more. i love you guys so much.

and one more thing, to teachers, i know you guys read our blogs and seriously, i dont mind much. cause if you want to say that we're not potraying the right image for the school, heck with it. tell me exactly where did i ever publish my school's name? and even if i sweared a little here and there, at least i didnt cursed any of you. and if i ever did, sue me. i didnt know i cant voice out my opionions. ever heard of human rights? well, speaking out is one them. thank you for visitting anyways. :)

lalalove,
amani.
<3

what do i know?

2009-08-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

sometimes youre stuck in my hand

and i wonder; who'd you think youre talking to?

hello world,

today,

i went back to school, like finally! bernie was like "she finally found her way back from london." such a whore, i know. well, during the essembly, we started laughing nonstop already with fml stuffs and nana's life. her life, is, a joke. :) and add math officially made my day a bad day. lol slept throughout agama class. and pjk teacher is such a joke, i swear. she almost believed bernie when bernie told her im preggers. i mean like, do i look THAT cheap and easy? =.= physics was damn funny. teacher was talking about the bernoulli's principle and some activity. so she said something about hold your balls and blow hard. =.= she's such an old pervie. eww much. lol chem was fun today. i love studying about electrochemical series shit. :P the only thing i like. BAHA. and after school, went to old town with bernie. went to the mamak and all. met up with vincent, banged bernie like shit. lol and like went to andrew choos but didnt apply. lol much? then went back home and slept. i was late for tuition. :P started at 5, woke up and 5.15, went at 5.45. he still layaned me. :D went to drink at mamak with some idiot then came home. and here i am, entertaining you losers. :) i bet all of you are like "oh thank god. she's finally updating" right right? haha :D

im like so lazy to tell more. =/

i've lost THE mojo already.

why is everyone talking about THE mojo?

mojojojo. =.=

byebye.

muah.

PS ; sayang, why always emo? im here for you okay. if there's anything bothering you, tell me. imma bash that bastard up for you. i'll always have your back, no matter what. and my shoulder is always available for you. so dont emo emo kay. amani love you banyak banyak.

PPS ; woi. the time will come. lol <3

PPPS ; i now know who i cant rely on. and who are the bitches that forget about their friends. i still love you bitches, my bitches. :D

love,

amani.

my first love story.

2009-07-31T05:28:00.002+08:00

currently 5.37am and i just finish watching grease the first movie. i mean i have watched it for like a million times (yes, more than transformers) but kind of lost it. and aliff was like spring cleaning the house to welcome his new baby ps3 -__- and while he was cleaning up the mess downstairs, he found the grease cds. i was looking for it for a long time. :( didnt know it would be downstairs. lol
i love Olivia Newton-John. i mean she is so pretty and such a sweet lady. and and John Travolta, no one can ever rock the leather pants like he does. well, maybe there is, but he's the best groover. lol.
watching grease reminded me of Olivia's body. omg, her waist is like so small, she looked great in the leather top and pants. envy much? =/ those were the high waist pants, pin up girl thing time. it was the sexxx. grrw!

oh oh, as you all noticed, i have recolour my blog. and why i choosed this colours? :) read on.
As stated on VogueUK august ed, the in colour for autumn/winter '09 is cool teal and regal purples. its a coincidendes i adore these colours. and and grey too! not much of my liking though.
and i've updated my links and playlist. do enjoy them. they're my current fav songs. :D

im not going to talk much about my day or what so evs. im just going to update simply ;
- need to cut my fringe already. should i?
- yes, im still sick and eating meds.
- i need people to buy me on friends for sale on facebook. cause this friend of mine is making me do ridiculous stuff. lol
- need. to. get. out. of. this. JAIL. tq.
- im not quite updated with anything going on around right now, so please dont do the "you know what happened?" just get to the point. and im wondering why isnt anyone talking to me nowdays? i mean DUDE, YOU GUYS FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME IS IT? thus, this is the reason why i hate going on hols. =.=
- i know i just came back from a shopping-ish holiday, but i want more shoes, i NEED HEELS!! BADLY! :(

thats about it,
want to try to sleep now,
daa.

PS ; im going to try. im liking it. :D

love,
xo amani.

i wished i had a better choice.

2009-07-29T15:19:00.002+08:00

if any of you wonder why im still not back in school, cause im sick. $%^& that is if any of you bother reading my dead blog. lol im having some heavy flu, doc said some respiratory problem. thanks to my old skeleton. ): but im fine. dont worry bout me. :) and no, i do not have swine flu. :)

to my liking, im afraid of making decisions. im afraid of getting hurt again. but without deciding, you cant grow up and learn from your mistakes. im afraid to grow up. i want to. i feel so trapped right now. i cant wait to grow up, end high school, go into college. way better than leading something much more miserable than this.

i hope i can tell you what im feeling. i hope i can get over it. no matter how long it has passed, i still want to tell you how you took my one and only hope to love again. i cant even stand looking at your face. i dont know how can you even be with someone else without feeling guilty. no wait. do you even have feelings?

i scared to accept you with an open heart. im scared i'll make that same mistake. what if i did hurt you again. im sorry. but i still cant let go yet. i want to move on. i just hope youre not just a bounce back. i hope you'll be there cause you have been there for me for years, through good and worst times. i appriciate you. i love you for that. but can it be more than just this? im scared.

omg i miss everyone so much. i've decided no matter how sick or weak i am, i will still be going to school tmrw. this house is like a torturing chamber, a jail. i have had enough of it. i need to breathe. i miss everyone.

xo,
amani.
(:

starbucks paper bag full of friends,

2009-07-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.
im so sorry that i forgotten to come back and update. lol
anyways, i have already posted up the pictures on facebook, but they're only PART 1! so wait for PART 2! and tag yourself please. im too lazy to even bother. lol
and as you all know, i'll be going on a trip to the UKs this monday. if you are wondering why am i suddenly going in the middle of school period, its cause i've got to attend my aunt's graduation. and the obvious shopping reasons ofcourse! haha
which btw, dad being one fckd up bitch cause he always forgets about me. and i still havent renew my fckn passport. i mean like it wont take a long time la. but wtv.
and and i havent start packing and im like so excited! lol. i sound jakun a bit la but sorry la i havent been out since few years okay. cut me some slack. -__-
to whoever that wants anything besides chocolate, please do inform me and please give me your budget! cause im like broke now, so yeah. lol

and to youknowwhoyouare,
be a good boy and stay at home yah. LOL

love,
amani.
:D

a grown up woman should never fall so easily.

2009-06-20T20:09:00.001+08:00

hey darlings, im super exhausted right now. so i will updated on IU and Carnival later aytes? and i'll post them pictures.
(:

love,
amani.

cause this pain im feeling wont go away.

2009-06-19T01:51:00.003+08:00

hey peeps. :)
its currently 1.51 am and gosh im exhausted. i am literally sweating here. the weather is a silent killer, i swear. and if you are wondering why am i still awake, well, i cant sleep and no, im not going to school tmrw. tres laziness. :) and yes, i am going for the after school hours rehersal. i have been really tired and drained lately, so why cant i skip school for a day right? no one will miss me anyways. lol and if any of you are wondering again if im alright, yes, im getting better. (:

well, nothing much. first day of school and we had piles of homework which i guessing it as a welcome back to school presents. overall, i think all this school stuff is making me tired already. i mean i havent been having enough sleep. its like 2, 4, 7 hours only. whatever happened to my beauty sleep? i apologise if you saw me anywhere looking half dead and like crap, its definately the school effect. and yes, i have been eating. i do not starve myself for certain reasons okay.

and yes, it was a big bullet again. went through my heart. almost dropped and break down. i promised i will never shed another tear again and heck there are no more anyways. i am trying, help me. i need to go, dont come back. if he wants to say something, tell it in my face cause dear i dont know messangers, online or phones anymore. come up to me, i want to know how much he feels bad.

so yeah, i feel tired and sleepy now. i shall head to the bed now, its calling me. (;

byebye,
goodnight,

love,
amani.

andiwillalwaysloveyou.
iwilltrytoletgonow.
butwillneverstoplovingyou.

forever.

2009-06-11T03:20:00.002+08:00

its currently 3.20am and damn i need to sleep though i cant. i need to study accounts darn it. exam's tomorrow. =S im such a bummer. im still sick and tired of everything. and yes, amani has got flu. i've been checking out facebook and plurk and twitter nonstop. i've been online nonstop too. i think im going to fail 'em accounts paper. =S

i didnt go to tuition today, again. since i was dead on the bed and was having a horrible flu. funny part, someone actually wanted to go there and find me. -__- no luck. so tomorrow, there's the infamous le exam and add math. thy oh miserabel add math. i havent seen gana for two weeks, i think he's going to kill me. lol i mean hey, not my fault i was broken last week. and wow, such a suprise, im going to bump into him tomorrow. my god bless me and the nerves, :)

since hols going to end pretty soon, i think its best for me to stop all my nonsense and get a steady life back. im not going to stay at the bottom forever. and yes, i am refering to youknowwhat. well, im going to show that my life is not as pathetic as it looks. i may be that vulnerable but i have got nothing to lose now. give me your best shot, i might just give you back best shots. you want to play with fire, im going to put gasoline in it and see who is going to burn. and heck if my best friend asked her to suck your balls, the question is, after all these while, do you have any balls mister? i tried to remember everything and i came perfectly to me that i was with a gay slut. you scream like a girl, i jump like a girl. im not going to say more. though i will not be a cheap whore like you and accept anybody now, im going to tell you that no matter how happy you are with her, i hope you know that no one loved you the way i did. and sorry, though i miss you, i do not want to see your face again. i know sooner or later, i will. but for now let me enjoy the beauty of life without your motherfucking face sticking up all the time. i never understand, i never want to.

thus, i shall go to sleep now and wake up early in the morning to be lil miss accountant. i dread tired right now. fall flat soon.

goodnight everyone.
i appriciate the fact the you guys read my posts no matter how desperate or bitchy it may sound.
and i appriciate the effort you guys take to keep coming back for more.
i love you all. the only ppl i can afford to love maybe.

oh and
PS : im going to wait. what about you? ;)
PSS : are we allowed to go to sri aman's IU?
PSSS : im progressing, give me time. help me please.

goodnight again.

love,
amanimarzuki.

ineverunderstoodwhathappened.
everyoneexpectsmetoforgetitandwalkaway.
itshardcauseiloveyoubaby.
ineedyounow.
ihavetoletgoandmoveon.
willieverbethesamepersonyouonceloved?

i gave you love, all you gave me was pretend.

2009-06-06T02:08:00.004+08:00

hey peeps. i have been busy with tuition and stuff, so yeah. sorry that i declined a few outings. but hey, at least i was there on thursday. and im sorry that i was putting on my stonned face. and since everyone knows about it already, i shall not keep repeating myself.

seriously, can my life get any worse? after one then the other.
i think i have been sleeping a lot too. its like i dont want to wake up. when i do wake up, i'll roll on the bed and fall back to sleep. all these drama rama is tres tiring. and to those that has been there for me, i really really appriciate it. to carmen for that heart to heart moral support, the best la. and bernie for listening. to sy for coming clean and cheering me up and also for staying up late with me till the am. and to ma, plasan, pretty boy, noelle, thank you for listening and helping me. and last but not least to my syg dibah, im so sorry for what happened the day before and like what you said, maybe we are meant to be together, no? its okay. we will walk the singlehood together babe. (:

and what i have learn through out this 3 months is to not fall for words anymore. and its okay to feel insecure. its okay to ask if he's cheating or what so evs. and to talk things through. to bond too. to not be too controlling, maybe a lil. most importantly, to not trust ANYONE! cause a bestfriend too can stab you right at where it hurts the most. the ppl you trust also can keep way too much from you. if you say the key to a relaitionship is to trust, then heck no. they'll just rip off all that trust that you have build.

i am not going to say any further, just that i might decline a few of ya'll outings since i feel so tired. but do try to call me up, i might just say yes to the weirdest things.

i am going to sleep again, im tired. im sorry. =/

PS: i am so dissapointed in you guys, words cant describe. though i forgive, i shall never forget.
PSS: i dont miss you anymore. instead i hate you to the core and i really cant handle your face anymore, not even your presence. hope you are reading this.
PSS: i have never been this speechless in my life.

love,
amani.

imightnotloveanymore.
thankyou.

he's staring at me.

2009-05-31T03:35:00.004+08:00

just came back from the hosp. yes, it is 3.38am and somehow im not tired. was on night shift anyways. had mummy, qis and aunt to accompany me and my lovely new book. and i bet bby's asleep already now. as usual. :)

so today, nothing much. went to midval with mummy and amir. went to mph to get some books. which btw, i bought a book titled "kissed by an angel" and im inlove with it. (: then ate, went bra shopping and came home. funny thing, mummy said she wont buy me anything anymore cause she so called has splurge on me for the past weeks. -__- so she said, no shopping for me for at least one month. #$%^&! holidays la okay! cut me some slack motherr. its okay, i still have boyfie to go watch movies and keep me entertained. oh and i cut my hair again, trimmed actually, so its like shoulder length and i dont like it! so, nothing much since my bitches are having a bomb in trolak and im here, stonning stupidly. -__- i swear im going to rot for the next few days. wish me luck with that. grrw!

PS:hope June's going to be better than May. (:
PSS: iloveyoubaby.
PSSS: i need my freaking glasses back from ma! >=(

love,
bby.
(:

somewhere over the rainbow..

2009-05-22T20:46:00.004+08:00

hello! (:
i swear i do not have that blogging mojo i used to have anymore. it is like gone! =S sadly.
and im sorry i have been super busy with school, grandmama and bby boy. (:

since i have been avoiding physical contacts with the sign in button of blogger, i shall make this one a good one. i have finally finished my bloody mid terms and am currently wasting my days till holidays cause thats when i seriously will have fun. im craving for a little shopping, a little movie marathon, a little outings and datings with bby. (:

let me talk about the week first then i shall talk about my futher plans. okay?

monday.
was supposed to skip school since it was teachers' day. but suddenly nicole teh texted me saying that i have to come to school for editorial picture which was such an annoyance. so went to school, took the editorial picture which i hope will turn out greatly. then watched all the performances and games. i swear all the assunta idols, morning and afternoon, are such failures. i mean you guys scare me. and after that i went to midval with nicole, bernie and carmen. we wanted to watch angels and demons. we seriously thought we couldnt go in, idk why. but we passed. damn we look 18! :D and heck! that was a freaking good movie. i shall not be a spoiler, go watch it yourself! :D and after that i was rushing to 14 with nicole and bernie, which they went back from there. and i was with bby, ma and bestf. -__- since physics has passed, so i decided not to go to tuition and teman bby. and they decided to play pool. jeez -__- after that, they went to tuition and i went back.

tuesday.
nothing much. got back our physics paper which i dont give two shits. actually nothing big i guess, except that after school, there were the interact nominees interview. which i swear was so annoying at first, i mean seriously, banging for no reason. i wanted to pull out but whatever that is, i didnt. so my interview was quite boring, so yeah. they said i was not outspoken and all. i dont care dammit! and after that was thinking of meeting bby before his tuition, but i was so darn tired, i went back home and drop dead from 4 to 9. it was such a nice NAP and bby didnt talk much since i ditched him for sleep.

wednesday.
after school, i went to kannas with bernie since she wanted to eat and i wanted the fried rice there. after that, went back home just to find out my auntie was there and she was craving for the banana leaf rice at kannas. so since i was a great niece, i followed her and she sent me to tuition at 4. note, tuition starts at 5.30. -__- so i went to mcds knowing that bby, bestf and ma would be there too. so stayed till tuition, then went to tuition. and went back home. suprisingly after that, while i was msging bby, he was studying! i was so proud of him! *coughcough* and he ended reading some Dare To Fail book his dad gave. typical bby. and yes, he slept off.

thursday.
so i decided not to go to school since everyone wanted to stay home to watch american idol. i planned to sleep in until i found out bernie is going to uni hosp alone, so i tagged along to teman my bestf. she was supposed to come to my house early in the morning but her rents left her at home. so she came at 11 plus and woke me up. so went to the hosp just to find out the freaking dentist tutup, so we went to the cafe to eat. i swear i miss eating uni hosp's cafe food. HAHA after that, we walked back to my house cause i wanted to wash my hair. lol then i sent bernie back to the hosp dentist and i went off to accounts. funny thing is i wore my tshirt with the word f*ck on it and went to class. i almost got caught by her, but i covered it. so i was safe i guess. then after accounts, went to 32 square for starbucks since bby were playing pool. went to tuition, late, again. sheesh. while i was waiting for my dad to pick me up, there was this guy trying to hit on me and the tuition clerk was like "dream on, she has a boyfriend already", i swear i was shocked! omg, she knows! i wonder who else knows about it. haha

friday/today.
didnt do much at school. pretty much a boring day. we studied chem. which was so annoying, i swear. and there was interact meeting and elections. i was so excited to vote, idk why. i knew i wouldnt get IU, so i dont really care much. and btw, christine, congrats! we go shopping yah! i love you la babe! :) and after that, ntty suddenly asked me if i would want to go to midval with her, so i called carmen and she brought nat. we came back to my house first since i had to shower, then went to midval. carmen and i were there for an hour or so and headed to PJ state. since bby, bestf and ma was having the meeting, we decided to just wait and kfc and stone for awhile. then they came out and sit with us for awhile waiting for aliff to pick us up. he sent carmen back to her house then sent me home. and here i am blogging for you lovely readers. (:

so my plans for next week. :D :D
monday - not sure.
tuesday - movies with the girls.
wednesday - not sure.
thursday - not sure. was thinking of watching movie with bby and the boys.
friday - shopping at bangsar! :D :D :D :D :DDDD

hols;
movie marathons, shop, outings and dates. :)

oh btw, i have an announcement to make. promoting woi.

dear readers of "Out of Heels and Perfection", please please come to ICSMKA's IU day.
details as follow;

IN AFRICA'S SHOES.
it is a double event, IU and carnival.
20th June 2009.
IU : 10am-12pm
carnival : 12pm-4pm
venue : SMKA
dress code : not confirmed.
coupons : RM5 each. can be bought from any interactor of ICSMKA.
please please do come yah. (:

i am super lazy to continue, so i shall stop blogging and layan people on msn. teehee.
next time yah.

muah,
amani.

ocw,youresuchastubbornboy
everytimeitalktoyouifeellikejustshuttingyouupandkissyou.
youannoyinglilboyfofmine.
loser.

knock you down.

2009-05-13T18:07:00.005+08:00

hey, i know i have been abandoning my blog like fcks. im sorry to my loyal readers. haha
i have been seriously busy. so anyways, some shout outs here. :)

NOELLE TAN TYEN YI! :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
my horny partner, my sexayh, my newfoundnerd. :D
i dont know why but im just so proud that you have turned 16! :D

BERNADETTE ALEXANDRA KOH PEY YI! :D
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!!
i love you banyak banyak banyak banyak bestf!
all your bitchy, blonde, annoying momments will forever be in my head. haha
and and all our kantoi moments, our LOL moments or hearttoheart talk moments, classic sial!
omg, not to forget our base partner moments! omg i miss those times wei.
i love you la perempuan murahan ku! :D

and last but not least...
:D
:D

*inserts picture here* :P
bby,
HAPPY BELATED 1ST&2ND 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARRY.
remember? ilyimyiny..? i really do.
and through all our ups and downs, i will still stand by you.
i still remember the first time you told me you like me, the first time i saw you, the first time i kissed you. its still fresh in my mind.
and remember the first time i ignored you? haha you were so sweet.
i still remember the day we went to OU, it was the best.
no, actually, everytime im with you no matter how tired or mad i was, it was still the best.
i know its still early to say but bby, ily and i will always love you.
no matter what you have done, i'll be there.
with everysingle breath, i smell you, i feel you.
i will never let you go, nor will i ever leave cause bby, im yours.
(:

i am super lazy to update on whats going on, sorry.
well, briefly;
exams.
grandmama. (:

love,
hisbby.

imtryingmybesttotrustyou.
canyouassuremethatiwillbesafe?

knock you down.

2009-05-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

dose.

2009-04-24T17:52:00.003+08:00

sorry, im a bit busy.
i'll update pretty soon.
and yes carmen, with pictures. (:

iloveyouloyalbummers. :D

love,
bby.

three little words.

2009-04-12T13:36:00.004+08:00

"everytime i listen to them, it reminds me of you."

i havent had a decent weekend for months and all this events are just too tiring.
and yesterday, as i was with my sis cutting her hair, she got an unusual phone call from mummy, 3 words that we thought was a joke, "hosp on fire". so we ignored it, then daddy start calling me, asking where i was, saying that the hosp is on fire and asked us to rush there immediately. fyi, we wouldnt give a damn if any hosp was on fire, but this particular hosp, hosp putrajaya, where my grandma was admitted a day ago, was on fire. and unlucky both of us, we couldnt recall the way there, so we picked up my aunt. recieved the call at 4.30, arrived at 6, just to see more than 30 patients on their bed outside the hosp. and we were looking for grandma, just to find out that she was rushed to hosp serdang for being the special patient. and yes, these are the perks when your mother knows the director-in-chief very well.
we picked up mummy and realised there was another 5 more cars behind us, concerned family members to say. as we left the hosp, qis took the wrong turned and stopped. the 5 cars stopped as well, watching us laugh in the car. my aunty wished the other cars could hear our convo. so as we reached serdang hosp, the whole 26 family members waited at the hosp lobby. since qis was hungry, we went to the canteen and everyone started to fill the canteen. i swear to god, that time, i knew at least 75% of the ppl in the canteen. so we waited to hear any news of grandma.
suddenly my uncle came in, saying that grandma's pressure was very high and she wasnt really stable. i think we werent as worried as two years ago, cause we know the procedure and we know that she'll be fine. and as mummy was saying, she was with grandma all the while, during the fire. she said grandma was unconcious of what happened and that was a relief. if she knew what happened to the hosp, i think her blood pressure, her heart pressure will all go up. but she was fine.
so we waited at the lobby from 7.30 till 11, slowly ppl starting to leave. and at the end, there were around 16 left, 9 decided to go to bangi to eat, which was actually very near. so when we came back to the hosp, around 12, the serdang hosp's director told my mum that grandma is okay and she will be sent back to putrajaya hosp, since the hosp is okay and that the fire is cleared already. so all of us went back to putrajaya hosp and waited for grandma. there were ppl playing cards, walking around, sleeping, on the phones. as her room was getting prepared, everyone was looking at her at the ER. she image of her looked exactly like 2 years ago, with all the tubes, the oxygen mask. thank god everyone wasnt panicking. so as her room was prepared and all, everyone waited till 1 something. and mummy decided to go back at 1.30 am. reached home around 2, tres tiring.

since last night was a very tirin night, i pms-ed all the way. i was pms-ing to 4 ppl and one actually slapped me. -__- and i was pms-ing with bby the most, im so sorry bby. i guess i was damn tired la. but at least he understand, so it didnt pissed me off even more.

i guess when you say immediate family, my family will be everyone. my grandaunts, my second cousins, all. cause we've been holding ourselves together for a very long time. i remember two years ago, when my grandma got admitted into uni hosp, two days before hari raya, she was alright. but the night of hari raya, she slept and couldnt wake up. the amount of tears, trauma built up. i remember when everyone was praying, crying, calling her name in the room. even my aunt and uncle that disowned the family came back to pray. and when she woke up after 11 hours of calling and praying for her, it was a big relief. how much we thank god. cause her blood pressure went down to 2.3 and her heart beat was 30. everything is still so clear in my mind, it felt like yesterday. she was cold, unconcious and blue. imagine, more than 40 ppl waiting at her room and the waiting area, all praying for her. i remember when she woke up, the first thing she asked was "why is everyone crying?" and everyone went to hug her. i never cried that much, i know. losing her feels like losing a big part of me. but in the end, everyone is trying to keep her fit, healthy, strong. cause she's our strong grandmama! :)

so since everyone is at the hosp now and im here stuck with two sick siblings, i shall go back to sleep cause i think bby is sleeping. -__-

bby bby, about yesterday, sorry i wish you. i was too caught up and forgotten. so, Happy Second One Month bby. ily,imy,iny. <3

love,
dumbshit's girlf.
:P

PS ; bby, my back aches. -_-
PPS ; mana you la backside? -_-

redemption.

2009-04-09T20:47:00.005+08:00

yes yes, i know i havent been blogging for so long. and i am honestly sorry. i have been busy with other stuff. :D

and thank you bernie for menyibuking. -__- now i know why you asked for my pass.
you damn bitchy wei. i mean seriously, youre bitchy with me like all the time. thank god im not as bitchy. but i still love you la bitch! :P

so anyways,
since i havent blog for awhile, i'll just stick my blogging to important events, ayte?

two weeks ago; SATURDAY.
had chs iu. it was okay.
the sketch was funny. the emcees, hilarious!
the post chs iu was at mid, well how typical of us, no?
brewball, even typical. and the rest is history.

last week; SATURDAY.
went to Assunta's Leo IU. it was okay too.
omg, a lot of slut dance! they know they are. haha
especially esther and cheryl and kaylee and tiara! i still love you guys la. haha
then the funny part was when we went to carmen's.
while i was waiting for bby to call me, i slept for an hour. just to realise my phone was off! haha
so then headed to mid with natasha cause i was damn hungry.
and dot dot dot.

so today, had tuition like 2.30 - 4 then 5.30 - 7.45. and BBY MY BACK HURTS! :(
yesterday, i slept late. about 2, talking to bby. cause SOMEONE forgotten about our one month! haha we have another first month, so i forgive you! :D and i still love you la bby. (:

oh ohh. and that day, i went to ou. i bought Pk a cute plaster cause he always hurt himself. tsk tsk. i am so thoughtful RIGHT? :D i better get something from singapore! :P

and and to MUUMMMY aka NENETTE GANN! i want my ice creams that you owe me. and i want my outings that you owe me! and sleepover that you owe me! -__-

ohh, pictures! :)
ps: grabbed a few from ppl's blog and edited. so you might seen them before.
pps: a few from 95. :)

oh, thats the banner of environmental month. cute? :D

Aaron and KIKIT's birthday cake. :P

Beh Elaine. :) leoiu.

classic semi candid. :D

classic 100% candid!

ps; ilyb. ilysdfmt.

love,
Amanimarzukilovesdumbshit!

Hi babies! (:

2009-04-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

So yeahs, I'm here invading Amani's blog cause I'm bored. =.=
Just bare with me la okayh, I'mma just crap whatever comes to mind.
In fact, I might not talk about anything.
Okay lah, I love my kawan baik ini la.
She's so frickin awesome. =D
But kan, sometimes, she damn bitchy to me weyh. =.=
Must smack her one time. HAHA!
But I still sayang her. And I love being bitchy with her too.
It's just a daily routine thing. The day isn't complete if I'm not bitchy to her. =P
Anyways, I dunno what to say dy. =.=
I just wanted to invade. huhuhahahehehihoha. =D

Bernadette Koh was here. (:

like lavender light.

2009-03-23T16:59:00.003+08:00

first off, let me just say that i have officially flunked my exam this time. and i swear im failing more than 6 papers. i know i have failed my mod math, add math and chem. just waiting for the next physics and bio paper to come out. so eventually, my name will be around 30 something out of 37 students. i mean i do admit that i did not study enough, but at least i touch the books. and i know its my fault that im failing, no anyone's. so yes, i am also officially stupid, 'm not using the word dumb as the person could be smart at the same time, but stupid. and yes, i am devasted, i am down, i am also at the verge of crying. a little bit more to giving up. but im telling myself once and for all, Amani, stop all this nonsense if you want to be succesful like mummy. i know i have to learn from my mistakes and improve. to let go the horrible mistakes, the laziness, the long hours in front of the computer. i must let go of it cause i know its worth my future, my life. so yeah, whenever i do go out to amcorp or midval or where ever, do tell me right in the face that i have to study. make me feel guilty, cause thats the only way i will learn my lesson. even now, i am limiting myself to only 3 hours per day on the computer. i know its still a lot, but it will reduce, i know.

so enough with life regrets. should tell about my hols and get over with it faster.

Monday;
stayed home i think. couldnt recall.

Tuesday;
went to the dentist in the morning, and couldnt eat after that. -__-
afternoon went to curve to meet boyfie.
ate at sakae and persuade him not to watch movie. which i regretted not watching at the end, he'll understand why.
then since brother was being such a big bitch, boyfie followed me to 14 then sent me back.
and this is why i love him, he sacrifices for me eventhough he wanted to go somewhere else.

Wednesday;
went to Institusi Jantung Negara.
i think i blogged about it already.
i'll skip then.
around 3, pick up carmen whom just came back from genting and went to mid.
since no one was there, i wanted to watch witch mountain but then it was too late, so we decided to watch "gone shopping". at first i seriously thought it was some korean movie, then after we figure that it was singaporean, we left the cinema after 30 mins. LOL
went to eat and walked around at gardens.
then bumped into prashant, weng keong and ben.
then went to brewball and life goes on.

Thursday;
Accounts.
waited for boyfie about an hour plus.
long story.
lazy to write.

Friday;
had accounts test, confirm fail!
went to mid right after that and met up with bernadette and natasha.
i felt so tall around them, again. (:
waited for carmen, then head to eat at koleanss.
met up with noelle and aaron there too.
i think after koreans we went to brewball. sick of that place, i swear to god.
saw like almost EVERYONE there. almost.
and wow, i saw one bitch right in front of my eyes, Priyankka Karuwaharan!
skipping band for amanda. :P
so then lepak there for awhile, then went down.
oh ohh, then walked around to find somethings.
then went to Redbox just to meet Christine, i mean tres tiring.
then walked around, went to baskin robins, then starbucks.
waited for quite some time for boyfie, but he was stuck in jam.
the thing is when he came, everyone left for brewball. LOL
then talked with him and suddenly Christine and Farah.
berbonding for awhile then head to brewball cause Carmen wanted to eat, so boyfie and I temaned.
suprisingly he was quiet, which was very scary to me. urm..?
(im lazy to continue on)

Saturday;
damn tiring.
Day out.
Ran around.
Home.
Sleeeep.
Wait for his calls.

Sunday;
woke up by mum.
clean room a bit.
went to APIIT.
went to mid to buy the boys' stuffs.
home.
editorial articles.

sorry, im too lazy to go in detailss. so, get the picture. (:

PS: im happy. to be. with. you.
PPS: im striving to be a better student, girlfriend, best friend and daughter.
PPPS: thanks to Pk for temaning me for two nights till 2+ while i finish up my edi work. (:

weekcomingsheisnext.

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki

stab.

2009-03-18T14:00:00.002+08:00

"i fall in love every single day i am with you."
"true love doesnt always comes once, y'know."

since i have 30 mins to kill now. i'll just update this useless crap.
anywhos, just came back from IJN. and yes, it is the heart problem place.
dont be fooled cause i was there for some interact project to visit the sick kids, not me having heart problems. lol.
they were so adorbale and cute.
i mean you could see how sick they were, i mean i saw their surgery marks at their chest which was seriously drastic for me.
and we had fun there. make them have fun. it was an interesting morning. (:

and now, i want to go to mid to eat dammit! where the eff is my brother?? >=(

PS; imh. =/

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

out of blues and yous.

2009-03-15T11:15:00.002+08:00

now, i am currently using two computers, damn canggih!
now, i am currently watching ghost rider on tv.
now, i am currently feeeeeling good cause liverpool freaking won 4-1 last night! awesome fck.
now, i am still currently tired from yesterday.

yesterday, saturday, 14th march 2009.

8 am,
woke up, got ready and went to pick che mun up. then went to old town to meet erra and priy up.
then headed to natasha's house to get ready cause the father's sending us to HGH.

12.10pm,
arrived at HGH hall a little late but thank god it has not start yet. then i saw Michelle Hor and Lydia Wong there. then walked to our place. that princess came late so yeah. and and about the performances;
- Kai was awesome man! loved the song.
- Melissa was damn good. i thought she would win but then the chick that sang If I Aint Got You also pretty awesome.
- Kings Cross was super cool. Bernie was super sulty. lol five thumbs up la. (you guys should be greatful to us cause we screamed like hell till my throat hurts)
- Urban Attitude was damn nice. eventhough you guys didnt get number one, you guys were damn awesome. you guys are still winners dammit.

AND THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE EVENT : CAPRICE!!!!!
omfg. like zomg. he was fcking awesome! he was so fcuking hot. omg he came over to our place! i was like omg omg omg. i swear to god i was melting! he sang Dem Girls, then Janji, then FANTASY GIRL!!!! omg, i love his songs man! despite having someone behind looking at me, i dont give two shits, im still drooling over him! haha

anyways,
then One Buck Short was performing. they were awesome la. almost everyone was moshing. but i was having cramps so went to the toilet. and when i came back, i was too lazy to join man.

4 plus,
everyone started going back. i was still in the hall waiting for it to stop raining. was just sitting there talking to carmen, natloo, sean, jon, dionne. dionne's voice so sexy wei. LOL then left to mid around 5. went by cab with carmen, natloo and jon. was waiting for bernie they all and to find out they are still at kl sentral. and chun weng came, i brought him to meet noelle they all at nandos. then we ate at dome since he was damn hungry.

6 plus,
met nicole and yuevern and the rest at brewball. bernie just arrived and going to italianesse. since nicole was leaving for steamboat, so we went to meet bernie up. i thought it would be like 5 ppl, turned out to be a lot. met new peeps there anyways. there was bernie, natasha, tiara, michelle, lydia, megan, kai, melissa, chris, wai pan, and two more guys i seriously forgotten their name. then they start talking nonsense and start playing i've never.

8 plus,
he left for football and was still there with them talking. little by little ppl left. so the rest went to brewball. i went back around 9 plus with qis. and found out that liverpool won! haha sheng yang were msging me asking me to celebrate with them at mcd's but i was super tired so i didnt and head to my lovely bed. it was 11 something i guess.

PS : i want all my horrendous pictures! or maybe not....

lovelovelove,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

your hands
you lips
your hugs
your heart.

100 rose petals for me.

2009-03-08T13:02:00.004+08:00

"baby, your voice keeps on rewinding in my head saying 'iloveyou' over and over again."
"i miss your voice."

2 tags.

tag 1

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I've tagged :
Bernadette. (:
Natasha Sin.
Lai Poh Yee.
Klothilda Lim.
Noelle Tan.
Katherine Ong.
Annette Gan.
Eshton Thomas.
Chaw Siew Wei.
Rachel Sia.

01. What have you been doing recently?
watch E news. typical.
Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Not that i turn it off. but it turns off by itself. =/
03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
oh oh! i know! i recieved a msg. (:
04. When did you last cry?
about a month ago when i got THE NEWS. cried a few days.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
yeah, why not?
06. What do you want in your life right now?
right now? hmm to atleast pass my term test.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Hood.
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillows and you.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
red pants? lol
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
a lot. i have no favourites. they're all nice.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
not that i want to or purposely do so, sometimes it just is.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Not now. but got around la.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
dont know. forgot.
14. What are you proud of?
Im proud of myself. a bit.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
"tell him that i miss her damn a lot and that i want to see her." LONG STORY!
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
erm erm i think it was "Baby Baby"
17. Do you have any nicknames?
a lot. haha. most commonly used is mani.
18. What does you last received text message say?
"sorry la. but i'll msg you later. call me later if you can make it kay. <3>
21. Who gives you best advice?
Friends. or or Mummy and qis.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i do! but lately i havent been! =/
23.Who did you talk on phone last night?.
last night, no one. (:
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
idk?
25.What/ Who was the last thing/ person to make you laugh?
thats for me to know la.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
haha yeah! its cute!
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Mommy. HAHAHA
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
who hasnt?
29. What annoys you most in a person?
a lot. cant tell, too obvious.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
haha. nope! i already have someone.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
have you?
32. What is the colour of your room?
its supposed to be lavender but then my dad bought something pinkish instead. so yeah.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
see first la.
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
Actually yeah, i do.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
MEEEEE.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Aliff. eww. freaking fat ass.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Obviously. He's always out and about. Saw him on friday. (:
38. Do you have a life?
do you? obvoiusly you dont. but i do.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
HAHAHA yeap. the blondest moment ever!
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
cause i want nobody nobody but him. (:
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
HAHAHA. i would sound gay if i tell who. HAHAHHA
42. Last time you smiled?
besides about doing this post, the last time was when i was msging.
43. Have you changed this year?
i have. and to be more mature and hardworking than last year. and i hope it'll get better.
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing.
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
haha no. loner shit.
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
open la dumbshit.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
"the greatest leason learned is to love and to be love in return." (:
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
now, i already have.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yeah, i played the piano and guitar last time. but i stopped. suprisingly right?
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
i cant remember.
51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
on the comp.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
very baby. (:
53. What song best describe your love life?
"more than a love song" by augustana.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
haha. i dont know. does he? :D
55. Who always make you laugh?
anyone capable of doing so.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
malay. cina also can worh. haha a bit.
57. Favourite website(s)?
Plurk! :D
58. What's your middle name?
do i have one? i dont remember.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
got acc tuition and im going to the spa with my mum and sis! :D
60. What do you think you are like?
Awesome?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
i die alone la. haha i loner mah.
62. Where have you been today?
no where, yet. but i have acc tuition at 3. dimwit.
63. What game do you play often?
i dont play games.
64. Who are you missing right now?
dont know. i damn CHUN! (:
65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
depends.
66. What are you doing right now?
slapping you.
67. Which primary school are you from?
alam shah. lol
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Red, white, plum.
69. What emotion you like to show?
happiness.
70. What is your life to you?
life is a journey.
71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
Sort it out.
72 Who did you last chat in msn today?
nicole THE! hahahahaha.
73. Who do you admire most?
mummy.
74. Which month are you born in?
September baby.
75. How are you feeling right now?
hungry.
76. What time now?
1.47 pm
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
A funny person. haha cheers me up. (:
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
i dont dye my hair. (:
79. Why are you doing this test?
Just cause.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
food.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
24-26. but god knows only when.
82. Who is more important to you?
family. (:
83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
im not sure.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
my family.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
i've seen it before! :D
86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
im not even sure which one?
87. What is your goal for this year?
try to at least get a B for add math. high hope, i know.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeap. (:
89. What feeling do you love most?
knowing that you are loved and youre not alone.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Yeah. like seriously, everyone is responsible!
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
frustuation.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i do i do i do i do i do i do i do.
93. Do you believe in God?
yeah, (:
94. Who cares for you most?
family. friends. (:
95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
now, to prove that i am worth being an pure science student.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
amani good girl. (:
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
i dont regret. i learn.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
errrgh. depression.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
he'll get my long lecture of "you told me you will never do such thing". i hope he doesnt.
100. How do you feel now?
dont feel too good. acc homework not yet finish! =S

tag 2 by TuanErraFazira.
i tag whoever.

Its a google verb game created by this Canadian Youtuber called Meme. Basically, all you have to do is go to Google, and type your name followed by the list of verbs below :

[Your name] needs
[Your name] looks
[Your name] says
[Your name] wants
[Your name] does
[Your name] hates
[Your name] asks
[Your name] likes
[Your name] eats
[Your name] wears
[Your name] was
[Your name] loves

and search for the first result that comes out for each search you make, to see what kinda loony weird stuff comes up, just for the fun of it.

* Amani needs a new abaya in Dubai.
* Amani looks uncertain on his in Blue.
* Amani says "but nothing can replace sight."
* Amani wants to attend training course about Courses in Boston
* Amani does a Sinead O'Connor.
* Amani hates
* Amani asks
* Amani likes a living colour.
* Amani eats cereals!
* Amani wears a gold heart with the letter "R": the initial of her fiance's first name.
* Amani was about to take the Stage.
* Amani loves ME the most!

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

i am quite intimidated by her.

2009-03-04T20:25:00.003+08:00

"can i keep it?"
"keep it, care it or do whatever you want to it." he answered.
"but why?"
"cause baby, its yours. i am yours."

frenchmen. britishmen. allilike.

ohh, i have monthly test on friday. like homg. i havent start studying. i need to!
add math - confirm fail!
math - ?
sejarah - ?
chem - confirm fail!
bio - ?
bm - ?
eng - ?
agama - ?

oh oh, mummy came back! :D she said she ate lots of cheese and salmon but brought none back. and and she had no time to shop. sadly. but i got handbags la. 3 but i disown one. too old. haha. blue patent leather, awesome, no? and lots of chocolates! i think she became whiter too! haha and thats about it.

i want to go change comps now. such a #$%^&
and i have edi work...

PS : i still havent decide on what to wear for ICC. help?

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
hisbaby.

since i dont know when.

2009-03-03T09:17:00.002+08:00

he whispered, "when i saw you earlier, my heart dropped. how amazing you are."
it came up to me "can i pick it up and take care of it for you then? careless boy"

anyone has an extra VIP ticket? or maybe two? please please leave a msg on my cbox. and it is very important, so please do inform me. thanks.

oh btw, i didnt go to school today. well, our class is supposed to go for some Pertanding Pidato Antarabangsa at UM but suddenly cancelled. was looking foward to find nerdy hot guys there with nana but dreams didnt came true. so when our class found out, michelle was like "im potenging tomorrow, who's with me?" almost three quarter of the class raised their hands up. LOL i guess half of the class aint at school, more or less.
so here i am, woken up by a sms. btw, im still mad.

and now, i am sho sho hungry. i know you people are now at school, studying, but i want to eeeat!
and and im going to the library soon with bernie. i think she ajaked megan. idk?
okay, i have nothing to blog about anymore. i mean i dont know what to blog about.
so byebye.

PS: good luck with your monthly test, bb. (:
PPS: mommy's coming back tomorrow, baby! i miss mommy sho sho much!

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
hiscuppycake.

i guess.

2009-02-28T14:09:00.003+08:00

let me just give you all a simple update. (:

MONDAY
tres tiring day.
imagine running around school to see teachers and shiva.
after school, house prac.
house prac till 3 cause it was raining heavily.
went back home fast to see mummy before she left for sweden.

TUESDAY
class photo day!
i was standing beside seetha during formal shot and candid with bernie.
then had editors meeting, which fyi took more than an hour. which means, i did not skipped two periods of physics by purpose. so stop annoying me by blaming me, okay?
then went to amcorp with nic and bernie to see ****
and supposingly go to chs for banner painting but i had no permission slip, so went home.

WEDNESDAY
what happened on wednesday?
interact photo!
i came slightly late so had to sit right infront. infront of kong somemore.
but the picture was okay, i hope.
and also had sukantara in the morning.
went to library to so called do homework and study for that chem test, but didnt. instead blabed all the way with beloved natashasinmaykay and tiarajaneanchant.

THURSDAY
cant recall much.

FRIDAY
JAPAN DAY!
it was awesome. perhaps too awesome.
nicole gained a new boyf and ellie gained another. LOL *insidejoke*
took a lot of pictures with them, but cant load any now, since i have nada!
will blog about it soon, kay.
*ijusthadaglimpseofhopethatthereissomethingbetter*

TODAY
damn CHUN! (:

oh, go search for "singindork888" on youtube!
he is awesome, i find him so sexy!
so so adorable okay!
i love him! (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

More than a love song can give
More than a feeling like this
More than a dim light upon the path you walk
More than the words can explain
More than the falling rain
More than the sun shines upon your lovely face
It's more than a love song

my name is YOURFCKINGBITCH. (:

2009-02-16T18:59:00.004+08:00

i am so in the bitchy mood, dyts? (:
i miss my dibs so much too. i mean i know i met her about 3 weeks ago or so but i still miss her. ):
one by one i have less people to share my secrets and devotions too.
not to say that i dont trust all of you, just that im comfortable to tell to a few people only. and those people rather walk out from my life.
i am not blaming, i am not pointing fingers.
but trying to say how much i miss all of my close friends last time.
i miss you too, but it doesnt matter. does it, boy? (:
and the more i convience myself that i can live life by keeping my secrets to myself, the more i feel thorn inside.
i am not complaining. im thankful for the ones that are with me right now, i just cant seem to let it out. i do trust you guys, i just cant let it out.
maybe its the pain of insecurities. maybe its the agony.
i just want to say that i know i have a lot of friends that will always be by my side no matter what, but i really need just a person to rely on, a shoulder to cry on.
i am no bitch that is not grateful, i am sorry if i offended the people that have been with me all along.
i thank you all for comforting me. for always being there.
im sorry.

EDIT.//

sorry, amani emo talk. dont worry, amani is fine. (:
amani will always be fine, kan? (:

so, i have few tags. but im so sorry darlings. i am so lazy to do. maybe later okay? when i am not busy with homeworks and stuff. (:

and yes, add math is annoyingly devastating. i hate add math so much. it is burning my brain cells. =/
but i promised my mummy that i will try my best, my very best to study hard and make her proud. so that she can send me off to England. she has always wanted to do that, just that wish unfufilled. and i am sorry for my PMR results but i promise i am going to be serious and i am going to study my butt off. (:

i have got regrets in my life.
i regret to not wait.
i regret for not studying hard last year.
i regret playing around.
i regret raising my voice to them.
i regret asking you.
i regret hurting them.
i regret saying yes.
i regret lying.
i regret not listening to them.
i regret not finishing my work.
i regret learning about how to curse at a very young age.

out of all the regrets,
i do not regret scolding them.
i do not regret saying no.
i do not regret crying.
i do not regret telling them secrets.
i do not regret shutting them out.
i do not regret listening.
i do not regret having fun.
i do not regret loving you.
i do not regret life.

since life is full of hope, i am determined to learn from my mistakes and be a better person. life has a whole lot room for improvising. life is never too short to do good.
i know some of you will be thinking "amani is too ambitious. i bet she cant handle what she is promising." well, i am not perfect, what do you expect? and if i ever did anything wrong, please, do correct me. and remind me that i did asked for it. i live to learn. i need to learn to live. you get the idea.

so today i went to school. and got scolding from shanty for not coming on saturday. like i have a choice. -__-
and when i went in the physics lab, i saw 3 cups of luv beans majigg. i am so loved, i know. (: but the fact that i asked people to buy for me makes it a con.
and after that i went to the library with tiara, nat and carmen. just like old times. (:
without nicole, ofcourse. (:
i managed to learn something from add math. lol just that i still hate it and it is tres confusing. =/
and came back at 6 ish, talked to amir and here i am. blogging and plurking. (:

so, i must do my homework right now. i do not promise that i will finish them all. but i can promise you that i will try. at least i am making baby steps. (:

wait, no. i am going to shower first. and sleep. then wake up at 9 to do my work. okgo? or ohno?

PS: i know it is kind of a boring yada yada post. i am sorry.
PSS: i got a webcam. lol i know i damn ulu okay. shuttup. -__-

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki
<3>

idonthaveaclue. onhowyoufeelanymore. ily.ido.

oh btw,
tiara,
HAPPY ADVANCED SWEET SIXTEEN! (:(:

drastic.

2009-02-15T16:21:00.002+08:00

i knew today would be a boring day.
im sick people, thank you for not asking. (:
and i am ofcourse lazy to do my homeworks. ellie would actually kill me for not coming. lol
and i ofcourse look so messy. i do not know whats going on.

btw, to everyone that msged me last night, im sorry i didnt reply. i was sleeping. (:

so, first up, aunt came back 2 nights ago. her stuff havent arrived yet since its trhough the air mail. so eventually i picked her up from the airport for nothing. =/
and mother just came back from langkawi. so lots of chocolates. i promise myself to not eat too much chocolate and to not grow fat. but you all know i still am going to grow fat. ):

so i will blog later. i am going to dig for chocs. byebye (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

ifisaididontwanttogethurt.
whatwillyoudo?

blessing.

2009-02-14T12:28:00.003+08:00

hey peeps.
i know i have abbandoned you guys for the whole week and i am totally sorry darlings.
so first up,

Happy Valentines and Single Awareness Day everybody! (:

and today, i will be celebrating my vday by being on duty for the ICC Aundition registration. At least i won be sulking around at house watching corny Romeo & Juliet or Titanic. and after that, i will be going to midval with poh yee, noelle, nat and idk who else. Im celebrating vday with my darling friends, awesome, no? (: and at night, i might be going out with my sister and aunt but i am not really sure. worse come to worst, i will just go back to square one : old romantic films, tons of chocolates and kleenex. (:

so for now, i just hope everyone's happy on such a bright day. may you be bless with luck and love throughout the whole day. (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
<3

ihavealwaysthoughtitisgoingtobealright.
benowiknowiamfoolingmyself.
soitisofficiallyover.
isntit?

plurk, twitter. blog.

2009-02-08T03:26:00.002+08:00

currently plurking.
currently twitting.
currently listening to irony by the wonder girls.

hello peeps. (: i know i havent been blogging much. sorry. =/ i've been super busy lately and im keeping myself even busier. well, first of, school's school. normal i guess. lately shanty has been worse. too damn much actually. and homework's piling up. =/ and im already start going for tuitions. datin khoo for acc and add math somewhere else. the rest maybe just not yet. and lately i am having problems sleeping. not insomnia or whatever but i just have lots on my mind. i've been super tired too out of activities and homework and going out. tres tiring. oh and monday's hols since its thaipussam. is that how you spell it? O.o so extra day to do homework and stuff. need to start cleaning up before my aunty comes back though, she'll start monking us. -_-

today was so called de-stress day. woke up early, at 9 for no reason. well, i couldnt sleep actually. then went to amcorp with my mum to do my hair, for no reason again. after doing my hair, i had to go look for her. and the best part is i dont know how to reach her cause she left her phone at home. so i was searching for her for 40 mins, untill i gave up and went to starbucks to drink and suddenly my dad called and told me he found her. i nagged her ofcourse. i went home and everyone was like scolding her for losing me. lol wow i know. so after that went to mid to shop. first shop to go to is island shop, spent about almost a hour in there. mother was trying on a lot of clothes. i mean, seriously. at the end she bought 4 and we met up with my sis. went to topshop, miss selfridge and bought nothing. i impressed myself, i know. haha then went to swatch to buy a new watch since i've been wearing my mother's watch. and its pretty yet simple. and yes nic, it is bling-ed. hahaha. my phone wasnt bling-ed okay, nic? lol. then ate at gardens at this shop cova. its kinda gourmet-ish. like moderate serving, ezquisite taste, charming price. -__- and the banana crepe was the best i've taste, sumpah! (: then walked around to fine my sister's shoe and fedora. but in the end she got nothing and she was pissed that i got a shoe. i mean come on, my shoe is freaking 80 bucks la. the one that she wanted was 300 from aldo. and hello, it was stripper heels. -__- not to say you will wear it more than once. i bet you'd complain on how pain it is. dramatic lil bitch. and she got also pms-sy with us because of that. then we went to pick up our club 21 card which made my leg sore even more and went back home. on the way to the carpark, we met 3 family friends in a row. -__- they all had the "omg you've grown. you're so big now. last time you were very little". seriously, i know i grew. lol. and suprisingly one of them had a hot son. -__- i was trying to keep fousing on something else. then came back home, and here i am blogging, not chatting. since its 3.58 am. i cant sleep. ): help?

i am now going to TRY to sleep. try is a very strong word in this case. but yes, try it is.

btw, if i dont blog for quite sometime, please chill. im busy okay. but i will constantly update my plurk, my twitter. so you better be glad! (:

mucho loves.
(:

*kissescheeks*

love,
marzuki'sfreakingseconddaughter.

ohh.

2009-01-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

since i am superrr lazy, i'll make this fast.

monday.
went jogging with mother. stayed home, stone.

tuesday.
went jogging with mother. stayed home, stone, movie marathon with sibs. decided to go to mid at night.

wednesday.
went to weishan's house. lepak for awhile then left to go to poh yee's open house. watch people gamble, talk, eat, go back.

thursday.
went to OU. watched underworld. went back. sleep. online.

friday.
went to bangsar with my bessssst friend. (:
ate at this korean bbq place. shopped around. went back at 5.

thats about it. pretty much simple and boring. thank you.

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

smoking sixteen.

2009-01-27T10:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED SMOKING SIXTEEN BARAKBAH! :D

im not sure if you read my blog, but a least i wished you thrice! :D
and and

i hope you have a wonderful year full of great suprises.
and good luck with form 4 and whatever la kan. (:

amani loveloveloves her hannan! (:

guardian

2009-01-24T14:51:00.002+08:00

she came back. and she told me she forgot to call me. how could she forget to call me? =/

jizz in amir's pants

2009-01-23T22:21:00.004+08:00

iloveyoutodaycauseyouwokeupearlyinthemorningforme. (:

currently watching ipman. O.o
currently watching jizz in my pants (amir's favourite song LOL)
currently talking to who? O.o

today i woke up early but i had some stupid stomach ache. then we had this special assembly since its assunta spirit week. and sister enda was there. omg she is so freaking adorable, i swear! then after recess, i had this edi photoshoot and it was like shit. right nic? i looked so fat and my hair was like @#$%. you get the picture. =/ and after that had english and suddenly many came in. she suddenly talked about hearing us using phone in class.

I WONDER WHO THE FUCK TOLD HER.
*coughbarathiormathavicough*
bitches -__-

then after school we went to amcorp to eat for awhile then headed to bangsar. ironicly poh yee brought 400 and i had 12? -__- so went shopping and all. and tadaaa! amani's here now, tired, having blisters (cause of carmen's "cute" shoe) and im having back ache. oh btw, i got a dress which is so cute but as carmen said "amani's style" -__- and i got NEON YELLOW skinnys! :D and i owe poh yee 98 bucks but she decided to include interest. whore. lol

im sleepy. i should not go to sleep now. (: not good worh.

tataa (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

thisfool'd.

sparkling diamond.

2009-01-22T16:46:00.003+08:00

iloveyoutodaycauseigottohearyourvoice. (:

currently listening to your song by elton john.
currently smelly and just got back. =/
currently just finish eating mother's infamous soup #22 -__-
currently loving you peeps. (:

school is officially not my fave subject and tiring. everysingle subject for every single day has homework. bio and chem and math and add math has the most! =/ i seriously cant wait for CNY hols. can relax just a little. besides poh yee's and flo's and uncle's open house, i already need enough. and noelle and whoever, pyramid 4th day cny still on or not? :D i miss that place and also bangsar. =/ sick of mid. -__-

so form 4 is not that super bad. im still having a good time studying, for now. =/ and at least im not sesat like i was in sub. now i have ellz, bernie, nic, nana with me. not forgetting rachel beside me. but sadly i miss my boobies (nat&priy) and my popstar (erra) so so much. and also aqilah and putz. =/ but this gang not that bad la. they are damn lame and lifeless. i mean seriously, to think about it, our bimbo moments always occur during physics. lol remember when we found out about chloe's birthday? everyone was like *GASP* and nana's blonde moment, the paris hilton part. LOL priceless. (: im having fun. and we have 3 news kiddos;

thana (sri aman) - not bad. she has msn, friendster. not that kuno. :P
chloe (sri damansara) - i dont understand why those monkeys dont like her. she nice la. and eventhough she looks a bit bitchy, at least she's fine.
zulaiha (cheras or something) - not bad. i actually found out she was a cheerleader when she was in her old school. and she's nice, quite shy.

and i got good teachers actually.
bm - pn. noriah (im okay with her eventhough the rest hate her. lol)
eng - pn. prema (she's nice and good eventhough i wish for asimah)
math&+math - pn. noraziah (i love her! she makes add math not confusing and she's awesome!)
sejarah - *that preggers teacher* (she's nice la. i actually pay attention while she talks lol)
agama - *i forgot her name* (she's lame and funny. but nice)
bio - pn jasminder (she is awesome! she loves our row :P kissass)
chem - mdm shanty (im not suprised that she super fierce but i understand that she has her days. and she is actually very good at teaching)
physics - pn salina (she is nice but damn funny. we recorded she said the word "there" in 2 periods more than 100 times. was it? lol)
pjk - pn aida (ass lame teacher. freaking lame wei! she has this signature glasses that reminds me of ozzy osbourne :P and omg la. she like to kenakan me la. i was already the bio rep then she made me the pjk rep. more work -__- )
sivik - *my class teacher i forgot her name* (she's okay la but she freaking compared me to some girl when i was in sc5 -__- )

oh ohh! remember my "to do list during hols", i actually forgotten about it for awhile but im still up for it! (: make it the "to do list before turning 20".
and i just found out my auntie has a "to do list before you die" and it was awesome. eventhough i read a few only, she has completed a few like hitch hiking around europe and bungee jump. omgilh!

so yesterday i was photoshopping some pictures and wanted to make a new header but i have no idea on what i want it to be. anyone, ideas? then i was deviantarting and googleing for MATT DALLAS's pictures. and it lead me to a site which shows male celebrities topless and sometimes bottomless :P look look!

*BEFORE LOOKING, I MAY REMIND YOU THAT I KNOW A FEW OF YOU WILL BE LIKE "WTF, PERVETED BITCH". SO WHAT? I DONT GIVE A FUCK. I LIKE MEANS I LIKE LA. I NEVER ASK YOU TO LIKE IT ALSO. BIZNATCH!*

anybody knows this dude? he's hot! :D

actually i think thats the most sexiest thing ever. a topless guy with a baby. shows how sexy and caring he can be. *slurrp*

dont tell me you dont think he's hot. cause i know youre lying to yourself and youre thinking "damn he's fucking hot" (:
sorry i didnt censored his ***** (:

and and my flowerbud name for interact is Mrs John Legend. :DD
he's like my sexy thang! :DDDD

iloveyouineedyouboy.

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki
(:

si colombiana? si. (:

2009-01-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

now let me right the "amani's proper way of blogging". not the short post i have been posting.

currently watching tivo while blogging.
currently listening to last shadow puppets's i dont like you anymore.
currently having millions of homework to do.
currently having a tummy ache. =/

so i actually should be doing my chem homework but im here online. (: at least im not sleeping like a pig *coughNICOLEcough*. (: i'll be doing the homeworks later i guess.
so today nothing much. had PMD at school. pn asimah came in which was fun. lol and after school came back home and here i am. (: im so proud that i didnt went out. haha
so yesterday we had this agm meeting for sports. then while we were waiting for everyone at the long bench, christine was making this horny minnie mouse voice. lol so we went to mid to celebrate christine's birthday. we ate at the korean food shop at gardens which was awesome. and remember everyone, the kimchi got pork. -__- i almost kena con. lol so the cook was a korean and they were so nice. they gave us free pancake omelette thingy and discount. damn cute one! and the daughter, homg damn tall, damn pretty, damn hot. i envy her. HAHAHA. and and we took a picture! :D so after koreans, went to buy christine's dress and heels. she damn cute. but christine, i pity you man. youre birthday go celebrate someone else's. haha damn nice of you! (: so met up with flora after that. then went home. and well tomorrow i have school still and chem. -__- and also interact agm. meaning i have to bring my uniform along to school which is such a pain in my buttcrack. -__-

so anyways, i want to go off now. maybe sleep like nic too. :D and later do my homework. haha and i shall post up the pictures very soon when i got them all kay.

daa (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
(:

o'ohh.

2009-01-11T23:08:00.003+08:00

iwantnobodynobodybutyou.
(:

im still depressed with my hair. geez.
ohh and yesterday some asshole insulted the way i present myself. the person said i like to show my boobs so much and thats the reason why i do not have a boyfriend.
fyi, i choose to not have one and however i present myself is up to me.

so, i hope youre reading this. (:
i am a grown up person so whatever i do is my problem.
and im just wearing tops with a wide neckline. not like im stripping or going topless.
so you should mind your own bussiness before i seriously backfire you.
this is good enough that i am ignoring you.
so, i just want you to understand that i do what i want to do. and i know all the consequences of all my doings. so you dont have to rub it in my face. its my choice.
thank you. (:

oh and one more thing,
if any of you or maybe that annoying person thinks im a show off, well im sorry that i offend you in any way but do understand that this is my reality. go live in yours. and if you think youre too good for me, please, i dont fcking give a fck. at least i know i have a life and that i am not a fcking snobbish person to hate people cause of their flaws. just accept everyone with their flaws and if you cant, well, im sorry if you have little friends.

anyways,
i have lots of homework lately. chem bio add math all. errgh. but class is still fun. (:

i think i should go to sleep now since its 11.25pm. i'll be late tomorrow. =/

take care,
muah. (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
(:

imscaredyouwillbreakmyheartagain.
imsorryily.
=/

its here.

2009-01-10T15:21:00.003+08:00

today, i cut my hair. =x
its like an inch or two shorter than usual la kan.
and the fringe is short. =/
and and im sick today, fever. ):
and and and today's my grandmama's 79th. :D she old!
and i have tonsss of homework but ironicly, i have no long book to do them in. =/
and im missing some people right now. =/
and christine, wednesday, im going koreans, no matter what!! >=(
annette, i'll do your tag later, im lazy right now.
nothing much other than all of this.
so i off now, need to get ready. (:

here we go again. (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

idonttrustyou, sowhat?
(:

great for now.

2009-01-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

lets make it fast. (:
third day of school was better than the first two.
got into sub science at first, the appealed to get into pure. and got approved today.
classmates, ellie, bernadette, nicole, navina.
they say im loud so they cant study, well see who was the one talking while teacher was teaching just now. -__-
still havent got books yet since book shop out of stock.
really looking foward to chem and bio and physics, i do not know why.
a little pissed with christine's never ending promise to go to koreans, con jobber!
havent been eating at school, no appetite. should have bring my own food.
i think im sick, no, i am sick. :/

i still havent get a chance to tell you my new years reso. maybe during the weekends kay. never too late (:

and btw, to my lovely darling friends, no matter what class you people got, im proud of all of you. and i love you all okay. (:

imscared. imsorry.

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
(:

(:

2009-01-03T16:57:00.003+08:00

see see newer header. (:
last supper, star wars version! :D
i noticed i like sci-fi movies. -__-
i am such a geek. -___-
anyways, i am still finding/making a new header so no biggie.
and school is starting in 2 more days. (:
i have this overwhelming feeling though and i really want to know which class im getting into. i really really want science though. i mean seriously, if i dont get into science, i'll blame my A for kh. -__- ridiculous.

i've bought my uniform, my shoes. i dont need to buy new stationaries though. i havent bought my notebooks and school badge and blue tag. i am so dead. but i'll figure it out latest by tomorrow. (:

yesterday was amazing, like seriously! woke up at 12-ish then went to curve about 2 something. dibs was waiting for me there. then went to tgif's to eat. then walked around for awhile. then about 5 something the mum drove us to dib's bf's mother's cafe to pay for her cupcakes. haha then went to her house and we were scouting for hot koreans in her year book. i swear to god, damn a lot of koreans! and there's this planta boy, LOL. then her dad drove us to istana budaya to watch mama mia musical. freaking awesome! i swear to god, if i had more money, i would buy the tshirt but out of cash. =/ so came back, was freaking hungry and no one cared that i was starving to death. so i slept and woke up at 2pm by nicole. -___-

and now currently it is 5.20pm and my mum is freaking annoying. -__- she wants me to follow her out since no one wants to. i am so damn tired. why cant she just understand? -__- i have blisters and backache to tahan with. unlike her, i am sleepy. geez woman. -__-

anywhos,
i would like to say,
Adibah, sorry i cant make to you sweet sixteen birthday bash. =/
i hope you enjoy it eventhough i am not there.
and its still early to say but,
Happy Birthday Darling! :)
i know i am always not with you while you celebrate your birthday but remember, youre my best friend i could ever ask for.
so i hope you have a great birthday.
i hope you have a wonderful blissful year.
god bless you and your family.
and remember, anytime you can call me. cause i am always there. (:
and amani loves you banyak banyak.
4 years and still counting. (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
<3

heartache.

2008-12-28T16:28:00.003+08:00

i changed my header. and it looks hideous! =S
i am actually pissed with the outcome.
i will do another one, maybe better.
meantime, this one will be put up.

i need a bright colour. any suggestion ppl? (:

editted;;

i found this one google engine that is energy saving. its so pretty.
and just finish updating the firefox. (:
lookie!

clicktoenlarge.
i find it very very sexy. (:
blackle is a nice name too. heh -__-
and and there's this part down there that shows the amount of watts saved by the blackle users.
its awesome la. haha.
omg jakun. =/

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
(:

love, respect and trust your man.

2008-12-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

currently watching shazo's vlogs. ass! :P
talking to some idiots too (:
and creating a flickr. way better to share pictures with you all, kan? (:

monday flo's going to lagoon with some peeps. cant make it though. have some wed thingy to attend. sorry flo ):

so anyways, cant wait for results man! =S
list of people to call the night before :
- adibah
- natasha
- bernadette
- priyanka
- eshton
- annette
- christine
- nicole

( YOU ALL BETTER PICK UP! NO MATTER WHAT! NO SECOND CHANCE YEA :P )

and everybody,
john legend is sexy la okay! (:

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

ps; iamfeelingalittleballroomdancingnow. =O

i think so too.

2008-12-25T01:31:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

hope all of you are having a great time now, at least while you can :P

so, monday, i went banner painting at school for interact's welcome form 3 banner thingy majigg. so after that went to carmen's house with natasha, nicole and navina. talked for awhile then carmen, nat and i headed off to bangsar. was so in the mood for shopping that time. lol.
so after bangsar, about 6-ish, went to midval, since practically everyone was there. bought my uniform while i was there too. and ate at yoshinoya.

then on tuesday, woke up about 8, which was freaking early for me, to go to the dentist. some braces appointment thing. so then for the first time, she scolded me. -__- then she changed the wire thingy majigg. then i went home first. at 12 something, went to amcorp to meet nat there and to buy an exchanging present and to pick up my phone. then went to christine's by cab with nat. arrive there and everyone was talking so damn loudly in her room, we can hear it far away from the house. haha so then we talk talk, ate spagetthi and took hella lot of pictures! usually girls thingy (:

christine's christmas party (:

the M.I.A girl, CHRISTINEEE! :D

nicole, semagated!

omg, i love these girls (:

they had their photography session! :P
models wannabess!

christine, we may be the most kecoh bunch in Assunta, but you are one of us!
admit it, you know you love us! :P

and now
the most long awaited,
most controversial picture,
most scandalous.
i present to you..
...
..
.
.
.
.
.
.

tadaaaa :D

we have this in other angles too. so no running away, bisexs! :P
well, you know who laa :D

pictures from bernie:

she loves it. i dont know why too.
i mean i look rather drunk(never) and sepet! -___-

bad picture but i love this gayfarts! :D

pictures from carmen :

omg one day, we will look back at this picture and say
"damn i miss my girls."
how much do you want to bet?
(:

prize ceremony thing.
well, christmas present exchanging time actually. lol -___-
she got my mirror.
was intended to give to noelle :P

(bangsar)

i swear to god those pants were so freaking loose. -__-
and i look fat =/

carmen was hot in that dress but funny thing, she couldnt get out of it. i had to help HAHAHAH

sadly not that much pictures now, since NOELLE IS NEVER ONLINE. i swear to god la, she purposely dont come online! -___-
i will hunt you down, MARK MY WORDS!

so one more thing,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLINGS SENIORS ROWENA AND RAZIK!
i sayang you guys so much!
happy awesome 18th yeah. (:
i'll try to get you a pressie or maybe buy you two lunch. (:
once more, i love you twho so much tau! (:

thats about it,
daa (:

lovelovelove,
xo AmaniMarzuki
:D

ps; PMR results coming out on the 30th december.
i wish all of my friends luck.
and no matter what, do not regret.
you all have done your best okay.
(:

and you were my baby.

2008-12-19T22:06:00.004+08:00

currently listening to yes by beyonce.
currently nervous.

well, today im supposed to hangout at pyramid with ellie, NAT, bernie, priy and erra but erra and nat couldnt make it. well, arrived late and ate. after eating went to shop and stuff. so yada yada yada.
then at 5 plus went back home. and i thought there would be at least someone at home. then when i reach home, no one was there. i tried to call amir and qis but those bitches didnt picked up the freaking phone. i was so pissed so i waited outside about 20 mins or so. then decided to go to the nearest mamak. after stonning there alone, my brother picked me up. so we went to mid to pick amir. -__- it was so stupid. note to self ( and the rest of the fam ) that if you dont know the way from the university entrace near bangsar to mid, DO NOT TAKE THE ROAD! we got a little lost for 20 mins or so. stupidity i tell you.
and and when i was at the mamak, when i was paying, two guys were looking at my tshirt. the "friend doest fuck friends" tshirt. this is what happened,

Me Dude1 Dude2

*stares at shirt*
interesting shirt you got there
haha erm thanks.
how did you get it anyways?
i got it myself haha
ohh wow. you must be very bold to wear such thing.
haha yea true i guess.
are you local?
hahahah oh well, i have been here for the past 13 years.
and you are?
15.
ohh, local enough -__-
i think you just embarrased yourself.
i think im quite aware of that. -__-

they rock la, i tell you. very interesting men.

so then after that went back home, watched Step Brother and here i am now. losers! (:

i love you all la (:

so anyways, please listen up.

IF ANY OF YOU READ ANYTHING ON PMR RESULTS, PLEASE OH PLEASE BLOG ABOUT WHEN IT IS GOING TO COME OUT! AND PLEASE DO INFORM ME!

thank you darlings. (:

well then, i'll blog soon. very soon. i love you all AGAIN! ;D

byebye

loveeeee,
xo AmaniMarzuki
(:

moni

2008-12-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

well, since daddy decided to freaking come back for no reason, my outing to pyramid is delayed for a while. why oh why does he want to piss me off? -__-

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

intrude.

2008-12-17T02:00:00.004+08:00

" we had more than 3 in it. "

im not going to take him seriously anymore. if he wants to play games, well, i've got my own to play. i have other peoples to entertain. so feel free to drop by anytime. i'll try my best to make time for you yeah.

and you, stop playing games with me. i dont want to play anymore man. not that im not up to it but im tired getting myself hurt. i thought i was done but i am still here.

say what? :D

you readers rock la.
now mind your own bussiness assies.

and woi, you too la bastard. (:

awesomelyloving,
xo AmaniMarzuki.
:P

fagayuhplitweekuin.

to know.

2008-12-16T20:02:00.004+08:00

currently... not going to talk about it.

well, first of, i feel so weak actually. i do not know why. i need people to start giving me late night calls. so, anybody? i dont mind talking to anyone. seriously! to whoever reading this, go take your phone now, no matter how late it is. call me randomly. and see what i say. i am too bored i tell you.

so anyways, i dont want to talk anymore. i will blog or something another day. i am so not in the mood to blog or whatever. i just want to roll around my bed.

daa.

.uoyfoogteltnactsuji

everysinglemomentiwaitforyoutocallme.
knowingthatitwillneverhappen.
whyamifoolingmyself?

loathe,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

uggh

2008-12-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

the colours that you bring.

2008-12-14T13:43:00.002+08:00

" Love is patient and kind.
Love knows neither envy nor jealousy.
Love is not foward and self-assertive,
nor boastful and conceited... " - St Paul

currently listening to loving you by minnie ripperton.
currently busy on msn.
currently excited. (:

:\\ One

i wont take sides. lol i know a lot of you are loyal readers. and thank you for reading my blog. so, i would really love to thank this few people that have been my most loyal readers. like, really loyal. (:
NatashaSinMayKay
and
RowenaJoFernandez

you two lifeless people! haha i love you both so so much. so yeah, this part is dedicated to my loyalties. (:

:\\ Two

i think its going to rain soon. anyhoes, since navina came back from hong kong and didnt get me anything, this is the shout out to the rest.

1. ADIBAH, BRING ME BACK A BUNDLE OF CLOTHES AND CHOCOLATES AND ALL LA! :D
2. CHRISTINE, BRING ME BACK STUFF!
3. ESHTON, BRING ME BACK STUFF!

so need to go now. later it will rain even heavier, i will die. =/

daaa *kisses*

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki
(:

sadistic bitch.

2008-12-11T04:31:00.003+08:00

currently talking to nat.
currently listening to walk me home by mandy moore.
currently .... worried.

today not much happen. i was sleeping in, so yeah.
and to all that are going or already on a vacation, have fun out there peeps. (:
tomorrow(todaysinceits0547hoursnow), heading out to somewhereimnotsurewhere with nicole to shop, im a despo, sue me! (:

tag by natashasinmaykay.

The rules:

*Link to your tagger and post these rules.

*List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

01. I love chocolate.

02. I dont shisha anymore. (: so curse whoever that persuades me.

03. I hate being disturbed by the family while sleeping.

04. I rock killer heels. Like 4 inches.

05. I tend to talk way too much with my close friends.

06. I am like any ordinary girl. Tend to hurt themselves.

07. I dislike people that does not reply my messages.

08. I love lacey things. Even my hairband. (:

Tag:

01. Christine

02. Navina

03. Carmen

04. Noelle

05. YingWei

06. Bernadette

07. Eshton

08. PohYee

-You-
First Name – Nur / Amani ( you never know )

Nickname – Amani

Name you wish you had - i love it already.

What do people normally mistake your name as – Armani (phuck you peeps =.=)

Birthday - 9th September 1993.

Birthplace – University Hospital of Camden, England.

Time of Birth – 5 am-ish.

Single or taken - Single. attached.

Zodiac sign – Virgo.

-Your Appearance-

How tall are you – idk?

Wish you were taller – Yes. Maybe 165cm? =/

Eye color - Colourful :P

Eye color you want – Hazel.

Natural Hair color – Black.

Current Hair color – Black.

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – Not yet.

Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – im not sure actually.

Glasses or contacts – Glasses.
Do you wear make-up – Yes. But rarely.

Ever had hair extensions – Yes.

Paint your nails - About a week ago.

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes – Blue, Hazel, Black.

What color hair - Black, Blonde. Im not really diggin brunettes. :P

Shy or Outgoing - A lil bit of everything.

Sexy or Cute - It's sexy that he's cute.

Serious or Fun – Fun all the time but serious when needed.

Older or Younger than you – Older but i wouldnt mind trying youngers.

A turn on - Dreamy eyes, yummy bod, the way he touches me and the way he whispers.

A turn off - Mustache, Long hair and TOO MANY PIMPLES. *eww*

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolates - Both together.

Pepsi or Coke - Coke.

Rap or Rock – Rock.

Relationship or One night stand – Relationships.

School or Work - School.

Love or Money – Both.

Movies or Music - Both.

Country or City – City.

Friends or Family - Both.

-Have you ever-

Lied – Tell me who hasnt?

Stole something- Yeah.

Smoked - It was only once a try. And almost died. =/

Hurt someone close to you – Maybe a few times.

Broke someone's heart - Im sorry.

Had your heart broken - Countless.

Wondered what was wrong with you - All the time.

Wish you were a prince/princess - Actually, yeah.

Liked someone who was taken – LikeD.

Shaved your head - Will never..

Used chopsticks - Yeap. I eat my noodles with chopsticks! *proudproud*

Sang in the mirror to yourself – *laughs* yeap!

-Favorites-

Flower – Roses, Lilies, Jasmine and Lavender.

Candy – Fudge!!!!

Song – Officially Missing You - Tamia

Scent - Dior Addicts, Poisons and Jadores. and and Burberry Brit Red Special Edition (:

Color - Black, White, Red.

Movies- Transformers. a lot more.

Singer – A lot i guess. lol

Word – currently "motherchucker!"

Junk food – Mommy's food. :P Carls Jr or some japanesse food. i consider heavy food as my junk. :P
Website – http://causeimdancinginthemoonlighttonight.blogspot.com
and http://www.somethingsdonthavetochange.blogspot.com
and http://www.facebook.com
Location – My bed.

Animal - idk?

-Misc-

Ever cried over someone - Its called history. Look up for it. -__-

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – A few.

Do you think you're attractive - I dont know.

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – Im not sure which since i love them all. (:

Do you play any sports – i dont know? lol

youbettertakecareofyourself. yourealreadysick. dontmakeitevenworseplease. youworryme.

love,
xo AmaniMaruki.

awful good girl.

2008-12-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

currently listening to santa baby. PCD version.
currently hungry worh.
currently cant wait to go to christmas parties. =D
currently wanting to go out so badly with my girliefriends.
currently in shopping mood! =D

so since it is sales season, i have a list of things i want for christmas. so you punks have to get me these stuff kay. :)
most of them are pretty much affordable, so yeah =D

1. Aviator Sunnies. =D
prefered red/white/black rims.

2. A lot of tops.
Prefered satin or sheer dressy tops.
im a size 10 UK. not sure whats my malaysia size. xD

3. cork wedges.
any colour would do.
im a size 7/8 btw. LOL

and the unaffordable ones which im not goin got ask from any of you. maybe from parents or whoever or maybe god...

1. 8 As for PMR!
*please please please god!*

2. my freaking bandung vacation.
its all mother's fault for not booking the ticks earlier.

3. holiday next year at UK.
i would love to go to my aunts convo.
should ask mother. or dad.

so yeah. i think thats all. im so lazy to blog somemore. i feel like sleeping but im hungry. dilema dudes.

" i feel like a fool again. keep getting myself hurt. why do i always let people hurt me? "

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

double double dared me.

2008-12-06T07:45:00.007+08:00

currently listening to loving you by minnie riperton.
currently just woke up. :P
currently 7.52 am.
and currently hungry.

yesterday went to bangsar with christine. i tell you i miss her damn much man! she work a lot till no time for me already. -__- so then when we there we ate first. then out of a sudden after an hour or so with her, i told her that kloth is coming with us. LOL everytime i wanted to tell her the kloth is coming, she always potong me man. -__- so we went shopping and all. since christine just got her pay, so she was shopping like madcow. i think she bought like 2 tops and one dress. and i bought this one blue pants. I LOVEEE! and kloth wanted to buy this one handbag which was really pretty but didnt get it cause she has no money, yeah. anyways, it was overall fun.we took like damn a lot of pictures, funny i tell you. and gossiped much too. pure girls outing laa. (:

pictures do tell the story.
(since we took about 50+ pictures, i will only put up the best ones)

christine wanted to buy that top but ran out of cash in the end. LOL

klothilda's gwen dress. LOL

i miss this woman la!

christine's bessst friend. =P

kloth's jakun picture. xD

LOOK AT THE HAIR xD

very nice, i took it (:

i have 4 pictures of them at the same spot with the same pose.
how typical of christine. -__-
WELCOME BACK CHRISTINE!
:D

oh btw, christine found herself a new partner that is scared of birds. xD
you two damn funny.
REMEMBER THE CROWS??!! xD

anywhos, im hungry.
i shall wake the whole house up.
just cause im hungry. :P

love,
xo AmaniMarzuki.

christine, you better not tell anyone. (:

imisshim):

:D

2008-12-05T01:42:00.004+08:00

tell me to not get my hopes too high, i might get hurt.
tell me to not worry, it is going to be alright.
tell me there is a lot of people out there, i still want him.
tell me that he loves me, i really want to know.
tell me to move on, i will still wait for him.
tell me he is just fooling, i will never believe you.
tell me that he is not the one, i wont care.
tell me that he will always love me, i hope so, i love him too.

tell him i love him.
tell him that i have fallen for him.
tell him that i am not the type of girl that loves to wait.
tell him not to break my heart again.

ohmygod
youworthlesscheapbastard.
-____-

love,
AmaniMarzuki.

im in need of him.

2008-12-02T18:29:00.006+08:00

currently listening to sorry seems to be the hardest word by elton john and blue.
currently effing sleepy.
currently sattisfied with my purchase. (:

somehow, i just had the urge to blog eventhough i really really want to sleep so badly.
first of, last night i couldnt sleep so i suddenly felt like cleaning up my closet at 3 am. was so terrible i tell you. i had like a bundle of clothes thrown out, well not practically thrown but i'll somehow ask my mum to find time to donate them to mercy or something. anyways, i was doing the whole "throw the old for the new" thing cause well, mega sales everywhere! hecticly awesome. (:
so i had the closet cleaned up by 5. and i took a few pictures to show. (:

so, i kind of like realise that all of my friends are posers, i seriously do mean ALL! (:
do not lie to yourself cause everybody has poser pictures. and i also realised that i do not take much pictures nowdays cause i lack of too-free time. but then as i was taking pictures of the closet, i did some thinking and i think we all should do it like last time. you know, go out, walk walk, talk, take picture like super a lot! it will sure be heck of fun. just like last time. (:

so then today i went out with carmen, klothilda, noelle, yiqin and becca. damn, it has been a long time since i went out with kloth, qin and becca. lol so we went to bangsar to shop. it was heaven, well, i havent been there in years so could not remember much. so, at first carmen messaged me at 11.30am but i woke up at 12. was supposed to wake up at 11 but the alarm did not went off. stupid phone. then went to pick carmen up, and went to bangsar. so when we were at bangsar village, met up with kloth and becca and we went to eat. then noelle and yiqin came when we were eating. so after that we went shopping and it was fun shopping with this peeps. becca was the best, i tell you. for almost every shop we went, she bought something. and the bag she bought was awesome. and noelle was still looking for her belt. i tell you, if you eat more, sure can fit but now that youre too thin, nothing can fit. -___-
so walk and all, i got myself a satin top with cherries on it. it was so sweet and cute. i just had to buy.
as most of you who are close to me would know, that i shop when i am depressed or sad. but this time i bought one item only cause i was sober enough and they had nothing that i was looking for.
not that it aint nice but just not what i was looking for.
*hintsatinhint* (:
well, am planning to go to bangsar again next week with carmen and noelle. anyone? (:

here are the pictures::

before

after (:

and also the bundle of sadness.

nat, my tribute part of this post to you!
we rock baby! =P

first designer boots. (:
*2 years ago*

first designer wedges. (:

today's pictures:

my leg looks fat and short. lol
but nice shot people! (:

kloth and carmen.
i remember when kloth wanted to take picture with noelle.
and noelle asked if she should bend a bit.
stupid noelle. LOL

my one and only lohawk! =D

ohh no pictures with becca cause wanted to take in bangsar village but had to go back. so sorry =/
and im still waiting for the pictures from kloth. (:

and here it is:
my cherry top!
its sho cute (:

so, want to go sleep now. daaaa.

love,
AmaniMarzuki.

ifyoucouldjustletgo.
iloveyousobutwhatyouaredoingtomeisinhuman.
verynotyou.
trytoremindmehowyouusedtoloveme.
becausewhatyoutoldmesomehowcameoutasalie.
lies.

Pre Whatever

2008-11-29T04:18:00.002+08:00

As a box of chocolates lay on her lap,
she cries knowing what could have happen between them.

currently listening to ana gabriel's eres todo en mi.
currently updating the myspace profile.
currently sick.

today, was supposingly be headed to pyramid to shop with priy but suddenly felt sick and sleepy. plus, her father suddenly decided to go back to her house at 12, so she couldnt go out. anyways, was sleeping till poh yee called at 2. didnt picked up though but she msged me after that asking what time am i going to mid. i never even say i am going to mid, but i kinda agreed to go to mid to accompany her buy clothes for the cousin's wed. so woke up shower at 2.30 and went to mid at 3. waited for her at starbucks then waited for karthiik. then while walking met aaron, carmen, bev, jon and noelle. and suddenly bumped into supertall friend of mine, jai. did you knoe that he punched my arm and it hurts. -___-
anyways, went shopping with poh yee, noelle and aaron. then headed home at 5.15pm. was raining then. when i reached home, was helping beloved qistina to put on make up since she is too scared to apply eye liner on. so helped her and she went off partying. and it is now 4.36am, she is still out partying. enough la qistina. mother will definately kick your flat ass tomorrow man!

i, unlike natasha, i do not really like rain. it is most of the time super annoying. it always stops me from doing any daily activities. but what can i do? like they say, its not good getting mad at the rain cause its like some rezeki thingy. i dont understand, but im not mad. sometimes, i love the rain. the feeling of running and singing under the rain is priceless. believe me, its fun when you do it with a bunch of overhyperactivemorons. (:

you know, i have a million questions i want to ask. just not the right people, not the right time. like why are human a complicated form of life? why is there millions of stars in the sky? why does women give birth, not men? how much does it hurt giving birth? how much is it worth leaving the ones you love behind? how does the human brain work? why does this have to happen? why how?

do you know what it feels like being left alone behind?
do you know what it feels like being lost?
do you know what it feels like knowing nothing?
do you know what it feels like when people ignore each other?
do you know what it feels like to love someone?
do you know what it feels like to lie?
do you know what it feels like trying to be a stuck up?
do you know what it feels like to try so hard?
do you know what it feels like to be happy?
do you know what it feels like to be heads over heel?
do you know that this is life?
cause i know i do.

ignore the blabs. when i am full of emotions, i tend to talk about things that might not make sense. well, to me it does, but im not sure if it does to you.

ps; iwanttoleave. butilovetostay.

love,
AmaniMarzuki.

all the time.

2008-11-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

currently having mixed emotions; angry, settled, depressed, happy, bored.
currently listening to bad girl by danity kane.
currently desperate for a beach. escapethishecticcity.
currently finding for the n95 warranty card.

sorry everyone, but lately i havent been available to blog and when i am, i just wont have the mood to do. actually i am a bit off now, so no mood to blog. so just something short.

monday - went to mid, eat at chilis with nat. talk talk then walk for a while and go home.
tuesday - sleep in.
wednesday - went to gardens, wanted to karaoke but then suddenly everyone came late so we didnt go karaoke. we went to eat and window shop. and after that went to brewball for a while and head home.

thats about it i guess, need to know. auntie's here, meaning go shopping (:

" expect and pray for the best, prepare for the worst. "

love,
amani.

i hope that you know,
when you said that,
my heart crimple to the worst.

ta daa

2008-11-25T01:44:00.004+08:00

I [HEART] EDWARD CULLEN TSHIRT FOR SALE!!
tshirt size only apply to girls unless youre interested to be gay (:
tshirt comes in all sizes.
so, if you are very much interested, do contact
Karthiik - 0133309710
or
Ka Kit - 0166103098

SO HURRY UP!
CALL THEM AND ORDER NOW!
=D

_____________________________________

on me.

2008-11-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

nicoleteh. noelletan.

currently listening to i will survive by abba.
currently not talking to anyone.
currently waiting for two idiots to call me. -___-

currently in the mood to smile but no one is making me smile. =/

im getting really really bored coming online nowdays. so is going out and stuff. i seriously want to go on a vacation. grrr
ohh today is daddy's birthday. but i tell you, i wont wish him! cause he never wished me before and it is so mean. -___- so i wont wish that old fag. guess how old is he? 55 this year. old man! =D
so mother is outstation now in KK so i can go out! (: so so, ajak me out, ANYONE? =D
tomorrow i will be going to curve with my sis so yeah. (:

i dont have the blogging mojo anymore. dammit! -___-
im bored now, i want to go some movie.
later.

" It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk, a smile and baby I was stuck "

love,
AmaniMarzuki

nigella's express. LOL

2008-11-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

currently watching Nigella's Express on tivo. ( i L.O.V.E her cooking)
currently talking to nobody, waiting for someone to msg me actually -___-
currently craving for anything involving chocolate, fudge, ice cream and caramello. =/
currently feeling a little bit pissed off.

so, today i wont be talking about what happened today and im not going to post up more tags for now. lol so i actually have a few things on my mind.

..:: one ::..

CELEBRITY BOYFRIEND OF MY DREAMS

( under 25 )

a) Jesse McCartney baby! (:

i mean seriously, who doesnt like him?

so so hot.

so so cute.

and his songs, just freaking sing me a lullaby!

he's like so sweet.

and to die for yummyness. LOL

okay moving on..

b) Shia LaBeouf!

fuhh, from even stevens to disturbia to transformers to indiana jones?

holy chuck! he's so damn good!

hot indeed too.

i think he has grew up to be even hotter. lol seriously.

i mean look at the body!

c) Hottie Chace Crawford!

homg, his eyes are like so dreamy! *meltsss*

and and his body! nothing can get any better.

and he is just too hot to handle.

and ofcourse would likely to be the most outrageous guy and and so so SWEEET!

then

d) Adam Gregory!

hottie from 90210! hot sial!

the eyes, the lips! THE BODY!

total suave guy somemore.

and i love his voice. i do not know why!

e) Adam Sevanni!

hot hot hot hot!

and he is like so young and so sweet.

and homg, HE DANCES LIKE THE CHAMP! wait, he is the champ.

and i find him super adorable, super cute.

FEMALE CELEBRITIES I FIND HOT.

( under 25 )

1. Leighton Meester

2. Blake Lively

3. Camilla Belle

4. Brianna Evigan

5. Megan Fox

TOP 11 FAVOURITE MOVIES

1. Tranformers

2. Batman Dark Knight

3. The Love Guru

4. Breakfast Tinffany

5. The Longest Yard

6. A Walk To Remember

7. Lord of The Rings ( all three)

8. Mohabatein

9. Titanic

10. Sex And The City

11. Pearl Harbor

so thats about it. lol hope it was very entertaining.

so if there is anymore suggestions on list i should do, please do tell. would love to do it (:

so thats it for now,

bye then.

" For LOVE is forgiving, isnt jealous and always giving. "

love,

AmaniMarzuki.

maybe.

2008-11-18T18:55:00.006+08:00

currently listening to irony by the wonder girls.
currently on myspace and facebook. friendster is just pissifying. -___-
currently tired and just feel like shouting at someone.
currently not up to the challenge. =/

you, i think i have lost my blogging mojo. i have been blogging boring stuffs lately i tell you.

random thoughts of the day

* what happened to razik? LOL sorry if i terditched you just now. =/
* amir is so metro. he was in mid just now when i was there and he was shopping. he freaking finished more than 300 on his cleansermoisteriserthingy and bought other stuffs. he is beyond metro.
* amir thinks his hair is like nick jonas. please, not even close. he looks sexy but amir does not. he was thinking of some stupid korean hairstyle. please, their hair are like STRAIGHT and yours... lets just not mention it.
* pity rowie, she fell and kind of injured her left hand. =/ kesian that beetch!
* some motherchucker came online. guess who? *hintform5hint* *hintaugustscandalhint* -____- aka shitface.
* wonder baby is so so so so so cute. ask poh yee.
* waiting for mommy to come back with the answer wether bandung is an OKGO or OHNO. so everyone lets just pray so that my godma got to book the hotel.
* what happened to priyankka, ellie, erra and hannan? O.o
* wants more money to come in so that she can shop her sinful butt off. (:
* wants new heels and handbags. sick of the current one. LOL
* wanting for someone to freaking reply me back. so slow. LOL

so eventually, i am bored and i have nothing to blog about and i am so freaking lazy to do tags already dammit.

STUPID TAG -___-
by annette, natasha and poh yee. and quinee and yingwei.
then who the hell do you expect me to tag?

Rules & Regulations:
*Do not copy answers
*The tag questions must be 100% the same
*Tag people after doing tag
*No tagging back

I tag :

[1] Adibah
[2] Bernadette
[3] Esther ( sorry la )
[4] Yiqin
[5] Klothilda
[6] Aaron Loh
[7] Navina
[8] Jason
[9] Clarissa

How you know 1? [Adibah]
Tuition during std 6.

What would you do if you never meet 2? [Bernadette]
Akane would never do the best extended scorpion and i would be lonely in class. ):

What would u do if 3&4 dated you? [Esther and Yiqin]
both of them are straight as hell sial! xD

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Klothilda and Aaron]
Damn funny sial. Nehh, aaron is taken yo.

Do you think 7 is attractive? [Navina]
Aww ofcourse she is! Plus, she is hot, no kidding.

Do you know anything about 8’s family? [Jason]
Errr. i know he has a brother, i guess. LOL

Tell me something about 9 [Clare]
She is so energetic and cheerfull!!

What language does 2 speaks? [Bernadette]
Spanish, English, French, Tamil, Hokkien, Malay, what else you want?

Who is 3 going out with? [Esther]
She is single yo! and wants to remain so! (:

How old is 4? [Yiqin]
Old enough to have kids. xD

When was the last time u talked to 5? [Klothilda]
i cant remember actually. =/

Who is 6's favourite singer? [Aaron]
Leona Lewis i think shes one of them. (:

Would you date 7 [Navina]
Please la. I have other people on my mind other than this brat. LOL

Is 8 single? [Jason]
JASON! are you single? lol i think so.

What is 9 last name? [Clarissa]
Chow

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Adibah]
Aww i love her but im giving way to Muq. LOL

Which school does 2 go to? [Bernadette]
Assunta!

andd another tag fro my darling esther loong.
PS: im so proud of you, dear. (:

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .

- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

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September
Suave and compromising. ~~Careful, cautious and organized.~~ Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and ~~detailed~~. Loyal but not always honest. ~~Does work well. Very confident.~~ Sensitive. ~~Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.~~ Must control oneself when criticizing. ~~Able to motivate oneself~~. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. ~~Systematic~~.

iTag;

Natasha Sin May Kay

Lai Poh Yee

Khoo Yiqin

Choo Quinee

Rowena Jo Fernandez

" Love knows no age, no boundaries. "

Love,

AmaniMarzuki

PS: Rowie, get well soon.

Amani Loves You!

no way.

2008-11-17T02:43:00.005+08:00

currently watching some videos on youtube while watching CSI:NY. LOL
currently talkng to annetteganweifong.

so last night i slept at 6am. LOL couldnt sleep lately. sigh.
and woke up by my mother's super annoying voice cause she wants me to follow her to her office and help her clean it up. LOL talking about making me her slave right. -___-
so i went to her office in putrajaya and clean it up. and i found too many junks i tell you. i went back home with a bottle of sparkling juice, a card reader, boxes of cookies and a few thumbdrives. LOL
so after cleaning up, it was already 4. and i was damn hungry. so we decided to go to Alamanda to eat. we walked around for not even an hour then she suddenly felt like eating some durian pancakes. so we went to Mid and get some. then we ate at chilis. and guess what was on the tivo? tennis, Novak Djokovic okay! *drooools* he is hot okay!
okay anyways, i bought new story books to read. POSEUR (the second book)[i fell inlove with the book LOL] and simply irresistable by i forgot who. lol so yeah.

here are the pictures:

this was what i found while cleaning up :D

(sorry its sengeted)

daddy and mommy at UK.

i think about more than 20 years ago.

it was a card i give to mommy few years back.

it says

" Happy Mother's Day.

Mommy, you are the brightest angel in this world.
11.5.2003

-Amani "

why is he not replying me msg? -___-

why is everyone sleeping? -___-

why am i not sleepy? -___-

justcauseisaidiam

doesntmeaniam.

love,

AmaniMarzuki

last first kiss.

2008-11-16T01:37:00.004+08:00

got tagged again by theCarmen and theQuinee and theNatasha. (:

01. Do you think you're hot?
- Yea i do think im hot. Hotter than you. Pssch! Why? Jealous? Wanna fight huh?
PS: i actually have no comment. lol

02. Upload your favourite picture of you.

tadaaaa.

03. Why do you like that picture?
- why cant i ?

04. When was the last time you ate PIZZA?
- Few hours ago actually.

05. The last song you listened to.
- Blue Sand by Yunalis.

06. What are you doing right now besides this?
- MSN and you. :P

07. What name could you prefer besides yours?
- Why do you even care?

People to tag :

- Adibah
- Bernadette
- Natasha
- Navina
- Quinee

08. Who is number 1? - adibah
- My most fav bestest friend. (:

09. Number 3 is having a relationship with? - Natasha
- Some hot fella i guess.

10. Say something about number 5? - Quinee
- My gay!!

11. How about number 4? - Navina
- Some PMS bitch and my personal fav brat! (:

12. Who is number 2? - Bernadette
- Some rempit bitch i spent the whole year sitting beside in class. LOL

Numero Dos

* Fill the people in below!!
* Answer the questions truthfully.

1. Adibah
2. Poh Yee
3. Nicole
4. Ying Wei
5. Aaron Yeo

01. Have you ever danced with number 3? - Nicole
- I guess. haha

02. Where did you meet number 5? - Aaron
- On friendster.

03. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4? - Ying Wei
- More like she got drunk and i see her getting drunk. LOL

04. Have you seen number 2 naked? - Poh Yee
- I dont want to! She'll make me go blind with her whiteness. LOL

05. Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit? - Aaron
- =O please, no thank you.

06. Do you like number 1? - Adibah
- Love her to bits. (:

07. Have you ever met 4s Family? - Ying Wei
- Err i think i saw the mother before. LOL

08. Do you know 2s middle name? - Poh Yee
- SEXYYYY!

09. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 3? -Nicole
- Everytime -__- stupid question.

10. Do you trust number 5? - Aaron
- I would be lying if i say no. lol

11. Have you ever fought with number 1? - Adibah
- Actually, after almost 4 years, i have never ever fought with this darling. (:

12. When’s the last time you talked to 3 in person? - Nicole
- I think it was yesterday.

13. Are any of your top 5 family?
- Not even one.

14. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 1? - Adibah
- Maybe? lol

15. Have you ever slept in the same bed with number 5? - Aaron
- =O nooooooooo.

16. Do you think 1 and 5 would make a good couple? - Adibah and Aaron
- HAHAHAHA! if you want muq to kill aaron, why not? but they still wont make a good couple. LOL

17. Would 3 do anything for you? - Nicole
- Nic, would you? LOL

18. Has 2 ever helped you out? - Poh Yee
- For the past 3 years!

19. Have you ever slept in the same bed as number 4? - Ying Wei
- Idts babe.

20. Which have you known the longest?
- Adibah (: 4 years and still counting.

21. Who have you known the shortest?
- Aaron. About almost a year already.

22. Have you had a crush on 1-5?
- HAHAHA! POH YEEEEEE! no no i have crushes on all of them! (:

23. Have you ever done anything illegal with number 4?
- Now, have we ying wei?

24. Will 1 - 5 repost this?
- They better. >=(

ohh today i ate at the japanesse restaurant at hilton. YUMMM. well, not the best zaru soba actually but i was damn good. (: then went to grandmama's house cause no one is the to look after her, so yeahh. And the whole day i was having diarrhea. Bad stomach day man. LOL

oh ohh, guess what? Nana is officially my lala rempit! :P

remember those love letters you wrote for me?
i tore it and burnt it all away.

Love,
AmaniMarzuki.

cant keep you there.

2008-11-15T03:29:00.003+08:00

listening to ; cry by mandy moore.

Tagged by Lai Poh Yee and Natasha Sin May Kay

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 3.27am
Name : NurAmaniBtMahmudMarzoki
Sisters : 1
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 6,7,8
Height : 160cm?
Where do you live : Petaling Jaya
Favourite drinks : Caramel Machiato
Favourite breakfast : Hashbrowns and Scramble eggs
Have you ever been on a plane : Yeeeaah
Swam in the ocean : Yeeaah
Fallen asleep in school : All the time actually.
Broken someones heart : Maybe?
Fell off your chair : Yes.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yeah..
Saved e-mails : Ofcourse?
What is your room like : Messy, hectic and full of laundries and junk.
What's right beside you : My phones, TV remote and ipod.
What is the last thing you ate : Bubur Ayam McD (:
Ever had chicken pox : Yeap.
Sore throat : A lot of that coming and going.
Stitches : Yeah
Broken nose : LOL not yet
Do you believe in love at first sight : I do.
Like picnics : Depends on LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION! (:
Who was the last person you danced with : Friends during karaoke few days ago.
Last made you smile : Im not sure. Everyone makes me smile. (:
You last yelled at : Hmm not today. Today im in a very good mood. (:

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like : Err yes?
Kissed anyone : Mummy daddy (:
Get sick : Of people? YES!
Talked to an ex : Nope. I think the last time was few months ago.
Miss someone : No. Wait, i am lying. But if honestly deeply, very much.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Yes! There is the bear and the round thingy. But not with the rest.
What's under your bed : Some boxes and DUST!
Who do you really hate : A lot of things.
What time is it now : 3.39am

RANDOMS:
Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now : Nope. I am lying again (:
Q : Do you have any siblings : 1 sister and 2 sissys :P
Q : Do you want children : YES! 3 girls 1 boy. (:
Q : Do you smile often : All the time (:
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : Nope. Who does? -___-
Q : Are your toenails painted : Nope but buffed.
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My own.
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : White.
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : Sleeping.
Q: I can't wait to : Go to BANDUNG! nad shop till mother gets broke! :P
Q: When did you cry last : That is seriously something for me to know and you to find out.
Q: Are you a friendly person: Depends.
Q: Do you have any pets : Nope.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : Somewhere around. Probably sleeping.
Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : I cant remember who.
Do you sleep with the TV on? : Sometimes. Rarely.
What are you doing right now? : Answering your ridiculous questions and watching tivo.
Have you ever crawled through a window? : LOL yes.
Can you handle the truth? : I am trying to handle it.
Are you closer to your mother or father? : I get most of the things i want from Mother but i bully daddy the most. :P
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : Myself.
How many people can you say you've really loved? : Depends. Friends? Families? or ...?
Do you eat healthy? : At times.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: LOL which one? the second one, i deleted. The third one's are still in the other computer but it crashed so no pount. haha
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : Yeaa. Sometimes i can take things personally.
How often do you go to church? I dont go to churches.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : Natasha or Qistina. But for immediate effect, My bed.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Loud most of the time. Especially when i am with people i know well.
Are you confident?: Indeed i am! :D

THINGS I WAS DOING 10 YEARS AGO.
1. Cry a lot.
2. Go to Zaikarim.
3. Having sweet moments with my first lover, not my boyf thou, Zakuan. :P
4. Got a glass through my right hand.
5. Watch cartoons and go to high teas.

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY.
1. Bake cookies (unaccomplished)
2. Go to the MadHatters Party (accomplished)
3. Return storybooks to the library (unaccomplished)

5 SNACKS I ENJOY.
1. Nachos.
2. Fries.
3. Sandwiches?
4. Potato Chips.
5. Sweets.

5 THINGS I WOULD DO IF I WERE A BILLIONAIRE
1. First of all, GO ON A VACATION! i need to ease my mind and get away from my life for awhile.
2. Go to London, Milan, NewYork to shop. (:
3. Buy a yatch or maybe an island.
4. Buy a mansion and move my family in it.
5. Donate 1% of my money to charity. Thats a lot okay.

5 BAD HABBITS
1. Sleep late wake up even later.
2. Spend money without caring the circumstances.
3. Stone when people are trying to say something
4. Laugh AT people.
5. Not listening to my mother's crap.

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
1. Some house in bangsar
2. Some other house in bangsar
3. Some house in London
4. Some other house in Hyde Park, London
5. My current house?

5 JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. Student

5 PEOPLE I TAG
Khoo Yiqin.
Klothilda Lim.
Esther Loong.
Chong Ying Wei.
Eshton Thomas.

Tagged by Khoo Yiqin

1) Are you really ready for 100 questions? - Dont con me!

2) Who's the best kisser you've ever kissed? - None got me heads over heels.

3) Do you believe in God?Ahuh.

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to? - I cant remember.

6) What's your ringtone? - Bad Girl (call) & Beautiful Dirty Rich (sms)

7) Have a best friend? - A few.

8) Are you a boy or girl? - Lady perhaps?

9) How do you want to die? - Honoured.

11) What did you last drink? - Green McFizz. LOL

12) Who is your last call? - Qis. But actually by an unknown number.

13) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what's your first thought? - "oh wow?' *goes back to whatever i'll be doing.

14) Do you have an attitude? - I have a great feeling i do. LOL

16) Ever been in love? - You could say it swept off my feet.

17) How much do you text? - Almost all the time.

18) Like reading? - Depends on the book.

19) Are you gonna get high later? - Idts baby.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? - Nope! (:

21) Do you miss someone? - Every momment, every second.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? - TWIRRRRL!

23) Who is your best friend's brother's wife's daughter's boyfriend? - My grandson -__-

24) Do you tan a lot? - i guess?

25) How exactly are you feeling? - Rather bored and down.

26) Ever eat food in a car while someone or your self is driving? - yes yes.

27) Do you like someone currently? - Lets not talk about it.

28) Have you ever started a rumor? - Im not sure.

30) Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people? - They broke up, BOOOO! go make up and get married!

31) Do you regret anything from your past? - A lot. But i wouldnt want to change it.

32) What are you listening to? - Nobody by Wonder Girls.

33) Do you want to have kids? - YES! :D

34) Ever kissed somebody that's name started with an E? - Nope. Why must i care about what letter it starts with?

35) Do you type fast? - I dont know?

36) Do you have piercings? - Yeah.

37) Can you spell? - Can you?

38) Flip flops or sandals? - Heels.

39) What do you miss most about your past? - A lot of things.

40) What are you craving right now? - Chocolate Love only from England -___-

41) Is your handphone always hung around you whenever you are? - Define hung around.

42) Do you enjoy going out with the opposite sex friend alone? - Not that i would prefer that than going out with groups but i do enjoy it. More onetoone time. Not to say it is anything personal.

43) Does somebody love you? - Nope. Nobody loves me.

44) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - Yes i guess.

45) Are you secretly liking someone? - Not that secretive anymore.

46) Do you believe your ex thinks about you? - I wouldnt care but i know one does.

47) Who is your bestest friend? - Bestest? Siti Adibah Norzan. (: my bitch.

48) Have you ever been betrayed by a best friend? - Once upon a time.

49) Your hair color? - Colourless.

50) Is your house big? - Medium.

51) Where is your cat at? - I dont own one.

52) Have you ever walked outside in the rain? - Lots of time, few hours ago.

53) Do you think you're a good person? - Im a very mean person. I dont know. Ask my friends.

54) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? - Ofcourse, destined.

55) Do you take drugs - Now, do YOU?

56) Last time you had a nice bubble bath? - A very long time already, I need that so much.

57) Whats your middle name? - Rockstar ;D

58) Do you play the Wii? - I dont but i played before and sucked.

59) How do you feel about Wal-Mart? - Does not even matter, we dont have them in M'sia.

60) How long have you had a myspace? - Since form 1.

61) Who has inspired you the most? - Family and friends.

62) Favorite line? - " WTF " & " MOTHER CHUCKER! "

63) How old will you be in 4months? - 15 months plus.

64) Are you mean? - At times.

65) Can you keep white shoes clean? - Ask my friends, i never can keep my school shoes white.

66) Do you believe in true love? - Would it matter if you cant find any? (:

67) Do you like roller coasters that go upside down? - Like? LOVE!

68) Are you proud of the person you've become? - I am. But not when its the worse.

69) Do you like yourself to be change? - I love me for I being myself. But i wouldnt mind changing for the better. (:

70) Do you like to be outside? - Depends.

71) What are you looking forward to? - Going to Bandung -___-

72) Are you bored? - Super.

73) Do you want to get married? - Would love to.

74) Ever fail a class? - Sometimes.

75) Are you hungry? - More like full.

76) Do you have a bank account? - I think two.

78) What will make you happy? - A lot of things. Especially those unmention ones.

79) Would you change your name? - Nope. I love it. But i like the name Adriana but not for me.

80) Do you know how to skateboard? - Wouldnt want to.

I tag : Everyone. No, seriously, everyone.

today was kinda tiring. with the party and all. nothing much but still i dont have much sleep lately. NEED TO GO ON A VACATION AND SLEEEEP! (:

*will post up pictures soon.

bye, darlings.

Love,

Amani.

a series of unfortunate events.

2008-11-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

currently listening to nobody by wonder girls (:
currently uploading pictures.
currently hungry.
currently talking natashasinmaykay.

so lets see. what happened yesterday.
well, mother came back at about 3 something. and it was raining but like i care? i was snoring like a pig which im not sure if i even snore like that also. so then, when i was sleeping, there was lightning, thunder and guess what happen? my fuse thingy exploded and i didnt even got woken up by it. (:
so the scariest part is, the fuse box is right below my bed, so what if it went on fire? -___- i'll die man. and guess what happened today? the microwave broke down due to what happened yesterday. LOL GAYY! MY MICROWAVE AINT WORKING TOO! =D

and and today, I GOT LOCKED OUT FROM MY BLARDY HOUSE AGAIN! -______-
was on the way back from pyramid when i noticed that i dont have the house key. so does my brother. but sister has the house key but in her car and it was quite shitpaste. so i waited at my house porch from 4.45pm till 6pm. then i went to pick up my brother at sunwaycoll and on the way, i was sleeping. (:

what i did while i was in the car, alone :

railways. ;D
*insidejoke*

i find it somehow cool -__-
and sexy :D

(:

ps: that is not mine.
its my sister's.
i need a new one!

" i want nobody,
nobody but you "

love,
AmaniMarzuki

sorry, im getting even more boring by the day at blogging.

mother CHUCKER! yumm (:

2008-11-11T23:25:00.005+08:00

lol so lets see.
currently chatting with ROWENAJOFERNANDEZ! =D
currently waiting for the pictures from CARMENLEEKHARYAN! (:
currently singing to when you're looking like that by westlife. (:
currently wearing all red! LOL
currently waiting for gossip girl and lipstick jungle. =D
currently still in the mood for more KARAOKE! XD

so i didnt went out yesterday.
stayed home.
didnt want to spend money. *mommy is so gonna kill me if she finds out about the allowance*
and well pretty boring.
that night about 1, my sis was hungry so we decided to go to strawberry fields. it was raining then.
and when we came back, we watched disturbia on tivo.
NOTE : SHIA IS GETTING HOTTER BY THE DAYYY! HOT HOT HOTTT!
PS : CANT WAIT FOR TRANSFORMERS TWO!!
okay, anyways, i couldnt sleep. i slept at 5.45am. -__-
and nat came at 8.45am. so i slept for only 3 hours. MY EYEBAGS WAS LIKE $%^&*
so then ofcourse, i was having a really bad hair day.
went to mid, meet up with priyerraelliehannan at sushi king and borrowed priy's shades to cover up the hair.
so after that nat and i went to gardens fourth floor, waited for everyone till 2. then decided to go in first since everyone was being a princess. -____-
then we started first and along came pohyeecarmennoelle.
then as we were singing, we took the food and along came tiaranavina.
well, nana was having a headache and she was bored so a bit spoil. should have told us earlier, we would help you out or something right?
so, after karaoke-ing, we went to find nana's fedora. TORTURE I TELL YOU.
my leg was technically dying that time as we walk in circles. then went to bittersweet where she finally bought her fedora and it was quite cheap compared to the rest.
so came back home and went online for a while. after getting so pissed off about somepeople(s) today, i decided to go to sleep. but i woke up back at 9. so nothing much.

CARMEN, IM WAITING FOR THE PICTURES DARLING! >=(

" i close my eyes, pretending to not see the truth.
but the truth is, i cant handle the truth. "

love,

AmaniMarzuki

im trying.

2008-11-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

hey.
let me tell you a story.
a story a lot of you do not know.
(:

MEET MR X !

i dont think you have noticed that i blocked you. well, now you know.
this is not a game so that i can torture you or something. it hurts even more for me.
and i know i told you that i would not blog about you or this, but i just had to. cause i dont want to face you on MSN just yet. so please understand and dont get mad or something.

i thought you were the rebound guy. cause before i started talking to you, i just got off a really bad relaitionship. but little as i know, i fell inlove with you. corny as it sounds, its the real deal. and the thing is, it is very hard for me to even let go after what happened that day.
i actually finally realised something. after talking to *insertnamehere* i realised that i deserve to stand up for myself. and the worst part is that, i let you heart me over and over again. i do believe in karma and i think this is the way i am punished after whatever that happened with the one before. and i know i should not block you, but the way you have been treating me hurts. i mean i understand that you treat all the other girls the same, but please understand how to respect my feelings. you need to respect my feelings cause i respected your choice. i know i have the right to hate, but i dont want to. it hurts every single time i talk to you. you know, i used to cry over little things and over guys, but this time i cried so little but hurt even more. i keep on telling myslef how sucky you were and you are not worth my time and effort but i just wont listen to myself. now actually, i am going to take my time to get over you and unblock you and start talking to you. i can put my feelings aside and focus on something even more real. im sorry if you think im torturing you or something. i had fun last time putting messages on my PM to you, but now im not torturing you okay. im just trying to let go.

" in order to be even happier, put away things that does not make you feel so. "

love,
AmaniMarzuki

ihopeyouunderstand.
ily,darling.

i remember when.

2008-11-08T16:21:00.003+08:00

good afternoon sunshines.
(:

as you can see, new link. (:
so, please do relink okay darlings.
thank you.

so now i have a lot of new things.
new link.
new second number.
and some other things not to be mention on this blog. xD

i wonder who voted for superawesomerockinglove? LOL
its lame -____-

RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY ::

* last year when nicole, christine and i went karaoke-ing. remember babes? LOL how fun. remember the in song was barbie girl. LOL

* noelle got even heavier since early of the year. but she is still light enough for me to piggy back for the ice breaker in the GM of interact.

* wonders when the hell can i go to freaking bandung. mother likes to delay it.

* should i or should i not go to the spirit night. it would be cool but idts i want to go. cause well, i want my own prom to be the only prom i go to. LOL making it special (:

* i need to work like seriously. my 250 ringgit i got last week is currently 30 ringgit only. i can die like this. wait till mother finds out. =/

* thinking of how to do natasha's birthday karaoke party. need to organise and confirm everyone. this is just a small event and i cant think. Lol

* how lazy i am to reply all my comments on friendster and myspace. thank god no one posted anything up on my facebook. LOL

* i consumed too much of chocolates today already. so sorry to whoever i will call tonight. cause i will be super hyper. -___-

love,
AmaniMarzuki.

you are not ready for me.
(:

TAGGGEH!

2008-11-03T19:38:00.003+08:00

exactly a year ago. (:
how much we have changed.
i still lovers my christinechooweishan.
:P

i have been tagged by 3 awesome people (:

first, tagged by lohawk and banana (:

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;
-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

& so...

Dear Flora,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our horoscope doesn't match.I think I realized it When we skinny dipped at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw pull the clothes off the crazy monk. I'm sure you're open enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before a new life as a clone.Good luck on your short-term leave from jail.

Loves;
Amani.

P/S: You are so lifeless, french kissers, Yiqin and Joanna.
;)

and also another tag by my sexy NATASHA (:

A. Attached or Single?
- Single.

B. Best Friend?
- Adiiiiibah (:

C. Cake or pie?
- Cake.

D. Day of choice?
- Friday or Saturday.

E. Essential item?
- Cell or maybe internet.

F. Favorite colour?
- Red ;)

G. Gummy bears or worms?
- Bears.

H. Hometown?
- London ;P

I. Favorite indulgence?
- CHOCOLATESSSSSS and MORE CHOCOLATESSSS!!

J. January or July?
- July.

K. Kids?
- Cute lil MOTHER CHUCKERS! >=(

L. Life isn’t complete without?
- Sleep.

M. Marriage date?
- 1st September.

N. Number of brothers and sisters?
- 2 gay fellas, 1 chick turn whuuut?

O. Oranges or Apples?
- Oranges.

P. Phobias?
- Cockroaches and clowns.

Q. Quotes?
- any amazing quotes.

R. Reasons to smile?
- Friends, families and the guy?

S. Season of choice?
- Winter and Autumn.

T. Tag 5 people
- Navina.
- Yiqin.
- Eshter.
- Flora.
- YingWei.

U. Unknown fact about me?
- I love all genres of movies, most of them. and and likes flowery stuff. -__-

V. Vegetable?
- Spinach. POPPEYE! ;D

W. Worst habit?
- Cursing.

X. X-ray or Ultrasound?
-Ultrasound. They say its awesome and cooling (:

Y. Your favorite type of food?
- anything edible for me. i love curry mee and sushi (:

Z. Zodiac sign?
- VIRGO BABY! ;D

so yeah, thats it. (:
thanks to you, you anddd you!

OH BTW,
HAVE YOU SEEN MY EVAN BEVERWIL? =/
I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR HIM FOR A LONG TIME ALREADY.
PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU DO.
THANK YOU. (;

love,
AmaniMarzuki
(: